Rest In Peace, My Love (PolArm/BigArm)

Four (4)

Arm's POV

Two weeks later...

"Ai Tay!"

I slightly hit Tay's head with his papersheets, as soon as I reached the place where he's sitting with his friends.

"Auch! Ai Arm. That's hurt.", Tay hissing in pain while looking at me.

"I told you not to forget your things. How many times should I tell you? Huh?!", I said. Tay was just listening with his mouth pouting.

"Er.. I'm sorry.", Tay replied.

"Say sorry then do it again."

Tay grinned. I just let a heavy sigh and slightly shook my head. I took a sit besides him. Tay looked at me than lightly tap my shoulder.

"What's wrong?", He asked.

"Nothing.", Shortly replied.

Tay sighed then rolled his eyes. "Hmm.. I have know you like over 10 years. I can read your face easier than reading this whole damn book of business management."

I blankly looked at Tay. He shook his head. "Ai Arm.

"Is it obvious?", I asked.

"Erm.", Tay replied while nodded his head.

I just kept silent. It's not that I don't want to share my problems with Tay, but I don't know where to start. I know Tay wouldn't let me acting off like this for a very long time. I just.. don't know how to tell him. Me myself wasn't clear about my own feelings.

It is like, I feel good that Pol didn't come and bother me anymore but at the same time, I couldn't help myself not to think about him. Somehow it irritates me that I couldn't hear his voice calling my name and asking me about books, this or that. I am just confused.

"Er. It's okay if you're not ready. I won't force you to say it. Just tell me if you couldn't handle it yourself. I'm here.", Tay said. He gave me a warm smile. I just nodded my head.

After talking with him a few times I leave the faculty building. I was so into my thoughts that I didn't realize I would bumped into someone.

"I'm sorry.", I apologize.

"It's okay krub.", The person said. I lift my head to see the guy with quite longer hair was smiling at me. "Just be careful. You might bumped into other person again."

"Yes. Thank you.", I replied.

"Ai Big! Come quick!", Suddenly a guy from distance shouting. I saw there are some other guy standing together with him.

"Er! A minute!", He shouted back, responding to his friends. He looked at me while giving me a smile. "Excuse me na krub."

I just wai at him. After that he left then run to his friends. I saw them walking away. Before I could started walking again, I halted when I realized someone familiar is standing not far from me. His gaze fixed on me. After a second he slowly walked towards me. No smile. No voice come out from his mouth.

I was slightly flinched when he suddenly squatted after he get close to me. I saw his hands tying my shoelace. Since when it was untied?

"Why don't you tie your shoelaces properly? You'll fall if you step on it."

The thing is, my heart suddenly beating faster than usual just by hearing his voice. Damn it! What is actually I want?

Pol stood up straight after he tied my shoeless. He slightly smiled at me. "Be careful next time."