The morning after (Adnan Januzaj fan fiction)

Chapter 7: Ready or not

Nate and I decide to be at his place since his parents are barely there. He comes picking me up at half past three and we drive for about 20 minutes in stormy weather until we finally reach Cheshire.
We stop outside a large stone-house with a big green lawn filled with multiple apple-trees and big flowers in every possible colour. The garden is very big and surrounded by a tall dark-green hedge.

"Wow, this place is beautiful!" I say as we step out of the car.
"Wait until you see the backyard" Nate grins. "You'll definetly love the pool."
"Pool? Oh my god, you have to invite me to some kind of a pool party this summer!" I squeal in exitement.
"Yeah, and I think we can have some alone time in there aswell" he grins even harder and grabs my butt as we walk inside.

The house is amazingly and modern designed. The ground floor is big and open with a high roof, white walls, heated dark-gray stone-floor, big windows almost everywhere and different shades of grey, black and white colouring the furnitures. The big sofa is decorated with navy, white and gray pillows with different prints and the walls with art in different sizes and colours. A big glass-wall gives me sight of the backyarden which has a big pool, even though it's yet not opened and an open bar.

"Do you want to go up to my room?" Nate asks and rubs my left arm.
"Yeah, I'd love to!"

We go up on a white trendy staircase and reach the first floor which is just as pretty as downstairs with a big corridor leading into different rooms. We walk into the third door to the right and I'm surprised over how nice and clean Nate's room is.
The floor is covered by a beigeish broadloom and the walls are light-gray. He's got a big double-bed in front of a big
TV-screen and photos of him and friend covering a wall. The wall in front of the door is covered by big windows and a door leading out to a big balcony. To the left is another door leading to a private bathroom.

"This place is just so amazing!" I burst out.
Nate smiles at me. "Perks of having rich parents" he laugh.
"Yeah" I smile.
"So what do you wanna do?"
"I don't know, maybe watch a movie? The weather's not so nice" I laugh and nodd towards the balcony there the rain is smashing the windows.
"Sounds good to me!"

While Nate chooses a movie I walk into the bathroom. I know what's gonna happen next - we'll start makeing out, then ripping off eachothers clothes and the next thing I know we'll be rolling around in his bed, with his private part moving in and out of mine.
I don't know why I hesitate on doing this, or accually I do, but I still have this feeling that this isn't right. If me and Nate have sex we'll probably start a serious relationship, and then I can't afford having those moments with Adnan when all I want to do is kissing him. I need to push them feelings I've got for him back to where they came from and make myself realise that we're just friends.
I take a deep breath and look at myself in the mirror. I'm wearing a casual look with blue skinny jeans, a white blouse and my blonde hair hanging loose, almost reaching my waist. I barely got any makeup on either, just some concealer, mascara and eyebrow-shadow since we just was going to chill here.
I've putten on some black Victoria's Secret-underwears since I've known we were gonna do this as soon as he texted me Wanna watch a movie at my place?;).
I close my eyes and push away every thought about Adnan, right now it's only me and Nate that should be inside of my head. Then I flush the toilet as if I just peed or something, wash my hands and unlocks the door.

Nate lays down on the bed looking up at the seiling, but sits up as soon as I get out. He smiles at me and I bite my lip to turn him on. He stands up, pushes me against the wall and starts kissing me passionately. I lay my arms around his neck and plays with my fingers over his soft skin. His hands tickles my back until one of them moves down and grabs my butt. I run my fingers through his hair and he starts kissing me down my throat, leaving red hickies.
His lips finds back to my mouth and our tongues start playing with eachother once again. I put my legs around his waist and he lifts and lays me carefully on his bed. We kiss some more and start taking off eachothers clothes until we just lay in underwears.
Nate has a beautiful and muscular body that's pressed against mine. He starts kissing my body and leaves hickies on my throat, neck, shoulders, stomach and inner thighs. After some more passionate kisses we're both naked and Nate's on top of me. I bite my lip and he strokes my chin.

"Have I told you how much I like you?" Nate grins.
"You have" I smile.
"And how perfectly gorgeous you look, with or without any makeup?"
"Now you did" I laugh awkwardly.
"Are you ready?" He checks.
"Yeah, let's do this."

I stay at Nate's place until eight. We've had a really good time and he treated me great. He drives me home and before I walk out of the car we kiss for a while. I remember our first kiss in here, but it feels like ages ago.
When I'm back home my first instinct is to call Adnan, but I know he wouldn't be pleased to hear about this. I can imagine him being mad and saying that Nate's bad for me etc. but to be honest I don't care about his opinion anymore. It's not my problem if he has a problem with me and Nate. Adnan and I are just friends, that's it and both of us know it.