𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐆 (𝐊𝐓𝐇 + 𝐉𝐉𝐊)

아홉

After knowing that news I was heartbroken
But I was happy for you.

I smiled even though the tears slightly formed.

"O-oh that's a good news! I'm happy for him"

Hobi looked at me.
As if he was staring right into my soul.

"Are you seriously okay with it?"

I scoffed while still smiling.

"Hobi.....he will never be mine.
He never saw me like the way I saw him.
So it's impossible and why should I cry over something that can't happen?"

Hobi placed a hand on my shoulder.
He sadly smiled at me while nodding as he understood.

Out of the blue I heard my name being called.

"KOOKIE!"

I turned to see it was you who called me.
It was you.
You came running to me.

"Yes Tae?"

You were smiling ever so beautifully.
With an excited voice, you spoke.

"I have a boyfriend now!"

I could see the happiness in your eyes.
It hurts to think that the reason behind your cheerfulness wasn't me.
That pain I felt wasn't unnoticed by me.
But I still kept smiling and spoke.

"I heard Tae. It's Yoongi right?"

You nodded your head.

"I got the person whom I was crushing on for a long time!
You know the feeling of your crush being your lover?"

No I don't,
Because my crush is you.

"To know they also loves you back?"

No,
Because you are the one I love.

"It's an amazing feeling!"

I wish, I was able to feel that feeling.
I wish, I was Yoongi.

Even with a heavy heart,
I tried to give the best smile I could.

"I am happy for you Tae"