The war in my mind

prologue

Every night I close my eye to meet the thoughts that swirl in my head, I try as hard as I can but I never succeed, this is because my thoughts and my feelings are ever contradicting.
Am emotionally weak but intellectually brilliant and firmly upright with nothing I can think of that can bring me down.
The many things I think about, what I dream of end up being a waste of time and energy, because of the never ending peace taking conflict of thoughts and feelings.
At every stage in life, my age I mean, I have something bothering me that many don't find to be worth considering. But if they don't care when beautiful stars that provide light goes down and doesn't show light, how can they care about what goes on in my head? its not there's after all.

Like most babies I cried but the people around me didn't understand why I cried and what I cried for, they ended up giving me what I didn't want. But things haven't changed much, I'm still getting what I don't want. People care for me when I can manage by myself, and when I really do need them, they pull away from me.
At this point in time I have learnt to live with people's changing behavior as I learn to love myself. Although the fights between my heart and mind is endless.

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