Tiny Step's (MDLG Story.) Slow Updates.

Chapter FORTY.

[FORTY]

(Time Skip 7:15 a.m. Tuesday Morning.)

Esme Knight's (POV)

It has been two days since we got back to Elena's home, well now my home as well but I am still nervous and skeptical about calling it fully my home since I had only spent a few weeks here before our vacation. Either way though I see Elena as my home more than any material thing could be described as such. Its early in the morning and Len has yet to wake up since we got back Sunday evening I have been more big then little and have a lot of thoughts storming through my mind. Right now, I am curled up in one of my new footie pajamas setting on the little window seat in our room watching the sun slowly start to rise through the crack of the open curtains. I made sure none of the light would wake my momma and partner just yet.

When we got home, settled in from our vacation and just relaxed a bit things seemed to move slow but into different directions from us all being glued to one another. Kelly has been staying here but has been slowly sorting out a lot of things planning to move closer to Elena and I now that she is alone again she said even just the few miles away made her uncomfortable. Now that she has a lot more thoughts of her own as well, I learned she has had to deal with a lot of things since we where in Seattle and I hate how much she has been through just knowing her in this short span of time. I have come to love her as a friend and somewhat as a big sister. Yawning I pull my light green fluffy blanket tighter around me as I smile wondering what my time alone with my momma and partner will be like. Since I have been big I have been wanting to get to know Elena more as her partner and not just as her baby.

She has been kind of weird and looking worried since we got home but she is still her smiling and loving self though I know there is something weighing on her mind. Looking over at my love I blush still in awe such a goddess of a woman could want me in anyway let alone wanting both sides of me. I fidget with my blanket as my mind keeps running and so many thoughts are making me frown, when we left Seattle I was so upset having to leave my new friends that is one of the reasons I have yet to slip little again. momma said everything would be ok and that I would get to see the Hanson family in the next few weeks for a playdate once we are all settle back in our homes. Smiling at that thought I relax as I see Elena starting to move around under the bed sheets, she is reaching around looking for me.

As she always does if Im not next to her when she wakes, waiting I watch her slowly start to wake up and stretch. Before she blinks the sleep from her eyes and looks around, when she spots me she smiles that smile that can lighten any dark place and yawns. she relaxes hugging my pillow and looks at me before saying, "Good morning baby, why are you not in bed?" blushing slightly I smile and let my blanket fall to my feet as I make my way to our bed and climb back in. she chuckles and pulls me closer to her and I snuggle into her putting my face in between her boobs. She laughs more and kisses my head saying, "Oh, so I have a none talking baby this morning then?" giggling I shake my head and kiss her left breast making her jump a little.

Smiling I lay my head back and look up at her saying, "Y-yes and n-no just lots on my mind and I woke early and couldn't go back to sleep." She nods and kisses my forehead saying, "That's ok baby, is there anything your wanting to talk about?" I shrug and snuggle more into her as we both sigh and she lightly runs her fingers up and down my back lightly scratching it through my footie. Looking into her eyes I lean up and kiss her nose making her giggle before she catches me off guard and lands a kiss on my lips. I shiver and kiss back after a second relaxing fully into her and the mattress. Once we separate for air I felt like a blushing apple and she chuckles and pecks my lips again saying, "Couldn't help myself baby it has been awhile since we kissed as partners." Nodding I take a breath squeaking out, "I-I, s-same for me I have just b-been nervous. But I k-know I am going to be out of head space for a while now I can just feel it."