[FORTY-FIVE ]
(Time skip a week later Monday morning.)
[Long Ass Chapter.]
Elena Shaw's (POV)
It has been a long but enjoyable week with my love, since the photos had arrived my baby has been an emotional and adorable mess. I could not ask for a better partner and baby, after that Tuesday Esme asked me out on a date saying she wanted to do something for me. To my shock she shyly suggested we go have some momma daughter pictures taken along with some of us as a couple.
I had asked Mitch to look a photography who is in the LGBTQ+ community and that is in the MDLG life style, so my girl wont be nervous or worried about judgment. She was so red and out of breath when she suggested it and I reassured her we did not have to, but she insisted so I told her I would find the best photographer for us and that made her happy.
We plan to go on our partner date Friday night this week. Right now, I am getting a sleepy baby out of her crib to get ready for our day at the photography studio. When she was big yesterday we went over our outfits and ideas before she fully slipped again. she has been in and out a lot the last week I know it because of her nightmares and her wanting to be more adult with me. But I want my baby happy and relaxed, so I told her to do what is best for her at the time. She said she is trying to relax but the nightmares are haunting her for some reason the last few weeks and it is making me worried.
I know she will not like it, but I plan on taking her to see a child therapist before I start back at work next week. I hope she will be ok with it because she has yet to tell me about the nightmares and I her she could tell when she was ready. I just want her to have someone who she can fully vent to without worry. The therapist I chose come highly recommended and believe me I and Mitch have fully vetted her and maid sure she is safe or my love. She is coming to the house tomorrow and I hope my girl will be ok. Kissing her forehead as I cradle her in my arms I breath in her baby scent and sigh as I rock her saying, "Momma is going to make everything better baby and those pesty nightmare will go away. If momma has to tell you that those who hurt you are gone for good I will, but I also do not want my baby and love to see me a devil."
Shivering I sniffle and take another breath as I lay her down on her changing table to change her diaper and put her in a cute white onesie with little roses all over it along with some matching ruffle bloomers and with bows to match. Once she is lotioned powdered and dressed I take us out to our car and buckle her into her car seat. I put our bags in already so all I have to do is get some breakfast for us and nurse my girl at the studio for some more nursing pictures.
The one Kelly took of us when we where in Italy is gorgeous, but I want some more professional ones. Kelly has been back at work since last Monday and is doing ok. She is seeing her therapist twice a week for now, so she has time to handle her club businesses and the few cases on her roster for the month. I have four clients I have to deal with when I go back to work. I just hope I do not have to rib anyone a new one if they say anything mean about my baby love.
Stopping at Sonic I get us both some French toast sticks and make the rest to the studio. Yes, not very healthy food and she will get messy, but I plan for her to be in her diaper for some pictures, so a little syrup will not ruin any clothes. The photography Mitch found; name is Piper Randle. She has been doing photography for twenty years and has been the LBTQP+ community and the MDLG, Ageregression life style for most of it.
Looking in the rearview mirror I smile at my baby sucking on her dino paci. She loves the dinosaurs along with a lot of other things but mainly flowers and dinos. smiling I pull into the studio parking lot and get my baby along with our changing bags and my purse and head inside. The studio is in a big space just a few blocks from my building, so I am glad there is parking this early.
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