Im dying to know what my babies are. Im about to go insane. Its only Thursday and the party is Saturday. Yesterday i was so relieved because tuesday when Daniel slammed that book on Lilianna i was about to fight him. But i didnt because i didn't want to go to the alternative school for 3 days. I couldnt do that to Lilly. Whats scary is that by the time we graduate she will be 8 months pregnant. Shes always wanted to be prom queen. Last year as juniors her and Josh got prince and princess. This year im hopping she and i get king and queen, at least i hope she gets queen. Shes so popular. Shes always been on homecoming court and this year she got homcoming queen and Jordan Braxton got homecoming king. Prom is a few months from now but people are already raving about it. I really, really hope i didnt ruin her chance at queen. Her and i need to talk tomorrow.
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Thursday 21 week, 4 days
Liliannas POV
Oh my god im huge and im not even in my 3rd trimester! Damn these twins. I love them and all but why, just why are they so fricken huge. These kids are my babies and i will do whatever i can to make sure they have a perfect (or almost perfect life). Jake and i already have a bunch of maney saved up. After church on Sunday we are going to go look at houses. I really dont wanna go to school. Everybody basically knows im pregnant because a: im huge and b: people talk and/ or make assumptions. So i guess its not really a secret. Ive been awake thinking to myself for about 5 or 6 minutes. I get up and brush my hair. Today im doing something completely different becauae honestly i dont care what i look like at this point. I get up, get dressed, then brush my teeth. I wake my brothers up then put on my shoes. I decided im not wearing any makeup today. I make a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch cereal, thats my favorite kind. After eating i sit down and wait for my brothers to finish eating. Im sitting there relaxing when i feel the couch cushions go down on both sides of me. I open my eyes and see both of my brothers sitting on either side of me. I assume there ready so i say "lets go." They pull me down and i scream "Be carful! Dont forget im fricken pregnant. You cant be doing that to me anymore!" They just look at me like 'umm sorry'. "What do yall want now?" I say with a small attitude. (I changed the name of liliannas brothers) Zach pipes up and says "are you excited?" I roll my eyes and smirk then say "you two are idiots lets go." Antonio says "no, weve got plenty of time. We changed the alarm on your phone."
"What? You dont even know my password."
Zach says "really? Your password is 06, 23. The day the babies due. Not that hard to figure out lilli."
I just roll my eyes. "So what are the twins?" Antonio says with anxiety.
I smile and say "not telling now lets go because we have to get olivia."
They both grunt and get in my truck. When we get to olivias house i tell her that my brothers want to know what it is. "Oh my gosh really?" Shes just sitting there bustin out laughing while the boys have a mad look on their face. Olivia sees there face and continues to laugh. I say "aw the boys are sad cause they want to know what their sisters having." I start laughing along with olivia as the boys roll their eyes. I drop Tony and Zach off at school then take Olivia and myself to the high school. When we get there i walk into the cafeteria instead of going in the courtyard just because im tired of standing. I see my friend Allie. I go sit by her and she just has to say "wow lillie your getting big."
"Dont remind me." With that i lay my head on the table when i feel my phone buz. Wonder who its from? Josh: i see this beautiful girl, she looks just like you.
Me: hahaha so very funny
Josh: for real. Im not kidding but you should come sit by me
Me:why
Josh: because i love you and i want to be in your life again
Me: umm Josh
Josh: i mean i love you like a sister
Me: oh ok ill go sit by you
Josh:k
So i go sit by josh and we just talk and try to catch up. "Soo, how far are you?" I look and him and say "sunday will be 22 weeks."
"Oh, well what are they?"
"Well its a boy and a girl. Now Saturday you need to come to my house for the gender release party."
He smile and just says "Okay." After that the bell rang for first period. All throughout the day i was thinking of josh. I want him to be inthe babies life, but just as an uncle figure. But would Jake want that? I dont know what to do. By the time 3rd period came around i was fully awake but i could still fall asleep if i wanted. 6th period came around and instead of going in the courtyard i go into the library wheres ot quiet and cool. I dont need to be in the heat. I told Jake to stay out in the courtyard so i could have some quiet time to myself and relax. He listens but Olivia, Brooklyn and Annabeth say otherwise. So of course all 3 of them follow me because they dont want me to be alone. Something about almost being time for the baby. I don't really know. But i can't really stop them from 'protecting' me. So were in the libraby hall and they ask me about a baby shower. "Well i haven't really thought about it."
"Well you need to because you need one." Olivia says slamming her hands on the ground.
"Okay okay." I say raising my hands up in surrender.
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So its taken me forever to update. Sorry about that. Ive been busy lately. Ill try to update again soon
