Lonely and I'm not even alone
Empty from emotion I didn't know i got
Not being touched, not being hold
Am I the only one who wanna talk?
Brocken pieces all over the floor
It's from my mind and my soul
Don't even bothered fix them
Only feeling like leave them
I do not belong here
There's no place for me
Things working perfectly
Nobody can doubt this
They pretend I don't live
Like I am the missing piece
From a puzzle they've never been interested in
I'm just standing here trying to adjust
This loneliness is too much
Avoiding mirrors because they say the truth
Like how many times I will fall
My clothes are dirty from the rocks
Please I wanna go home
I spent hours crying in my room
I cannot be understood
Eyes red and mouth is blue
Who could have blamed me though?
Beautiful memories I don't wanna get rid
But I don't have something to miss
A fake smile can't hide things
Tears are all over my sheets
Days and nights are so fucked up
Trying to survive is not enough
Talking to the walls is not a solution at all
Who could have heard me screaming though?
Lies, yells and fights they became more
People want something to gossip for
Let's give them the show they look forward to
Just blame someone for everything they do
Leave me here, on the wooden floor
Put that rain out of my heart's coast
Leave me here with my mind's scripts
Just don't touch my lips
Maria Tsiokani
