Our forever never came

Lies part 8

 TW: Suicide

Kenma spotted Kuroo and was about to run up to him, but Misaki pulled his arm so he couldn't run up to Kuroo.

"Oww. That hurts, why did you grab my arm?"

"Why were you going to run up to him? Do you know him or something?" Misaki was annoyed. 

"Why do you need to know, and let go of my arm!" Kenma could tell something was wrong with Misaki because his tone was different then normal.

"Yeah, I need to know. So tell me, do you know him? I'm not joking around!" Misaki's tone was louder, and it started to attract customers.

"First let go of my arm! Second don't talk to me like that. Third it's none of your business!" Kenma was getting more mad. He didn't know Misaki would act like this.

"Tell me!" Misaki pulled Kenma out of the cafe.

"Owww, that hurts. Let go of my arm, and stop yelling at me." Kenma didn't like how Misaki was reacting. He just wanted to walk up to Kuroo and ask him something, but Misaki was acting so controlling.

"We are away from the people so tell me why you were going to walk up to that waiter. Is it because when you lost your memory. And it might also be because your memories are showing back up, and he is in it. Isn't he!" Misaki's grip on Kenma was getting stronger.

"How.... How do you know?" Kenma was in disbelief.

"How did I know. Maybe because your dad told me when we were waiting for you and your mom. Everything that happened must be so tragic. But i'm still wondering how could you lose your memory just from a little fall." Misaki was smiling, but not a good smile.

"You are acting weird, we will talk when you cooled down." Kenma was trying to get away from Misaki before something happened.

" No, You will tell me now!" Misaki was acting so harsh and it was like he was out of control.

" Let go of my hand and then I will tell you." Kenma's hand was hurting.

" Okay but you better tell me." Misaki let Kenma's hand go.

"That freaking hurts." Misaki was glaring at Kenma for his answer. "Since you want to know. I don't know how I fell or why. I don't know anything about the guy, I just get flashbacks about him. I don't know what me and him was. The guy in there looked like him and I wanted to ask him something. That's all. Since we are done i'm going somewhere." Kenma didn't want to be with Misaki when he was acting like this.

"Was that so hard, but I don't think you told me all of it." 

"I told you all of it, so get out of my way!" Misaki was blocking Kenma from walking away.

"You better come back before the street lights come on." Misaki moved out of Kenma's way.

Kenma walked to a near by park to sort through his thoughts. Everything around him was happening so fast.

Kenma normally overthinks about stuff.

'Should I take the surgery, and why Misaki acting like that. Everything is happening to quick.' Kenma was thinking to much. His stress was piling up.

'Will I get to remember things about that guy, will the outcome be bad, and how bad are the risks. I want to remember him.'

Everything Kenma was thinking was to much for him. He didn't know how to handle it. How will it work. How long will it take till he gets his memories back. He started to get dizzy from being dehydrated.

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When Kuroo saw Kenma and Misaki arguing he didn't know what to do. He would have run up to Kenma and told Misaki to back off. But the situation was different this time around.

When Misaki pulled Kenma out of the cafe, Kuroo followed them to see what happened.

Just in case Misaki was going to hurt Kenma Kuroo wanted to be there just in case.

Kuroo overheard everything. He knew that some of Kenma's memories was coming back. Kuroo wanted to run up to him and tell him everything, but he knew he couldn't everything would change.

When they stopped arguing and they went their ways. Kuroo went back to work. When Kuroo was done with work he decided to go to a near by park to get ice cream and just breath fresh air.

He saw Kenma and he looked dizzy. Kuroo went to buy a water for him because he might have been dehydrated.

Kuroo ran up to him.

"Here drink this. I saw you looking dizzy so I wanted to see if you were okay." Kuroo handed out the water.

"Oh thank you." Kenma didn't look at him and took the water.

"Your welcome." Kenma drank the water. "Do you feel better?"

"Yes I do, thank-" Kenma looked up and saw Kuroo. "Sorry, can I ask you something real quick."

"Yes of course." Kuroo sat down by Kenma.

"Do you know me?" Kenma's voice was all shaky.

When Kuroo heard that, all the sound around him went quiet. The only thing he heard was Kenma breathing. He couldn't believe Kenma asked him that.

"Wait, what.."

"Do you... know me, and please don't lie to me." Kenma was trying hard not to look away.

"I-I. I do know you. Why do you ask." Kuroo couldn't stop stuttering.

"This might be a little weird but, how long have you know me?" Kenma started to fidget with his hands.

"I-I've known you for 3 years." Kuroo's heart was racing.

"So you know what happened with my memories?"

Kuroo's heart started to throb hearing Kenma ask him stuff he wished he knew.

"I can't tell you, but I know what happened and I know why you fell. But I don't know if you want to hear it." Kuroo was happy to talk to him.

"I want to know what happened, please tell me. I don't remember anything. But you show up in my memories, and I have no clue. Please tell me." Kenma wanted to know everything that happened.

"Okay.... Fine, I'll tell you." Kuroo couldn't lie to him, and he didn't want to anymore. "It all started when I saw you on a bridge..." When Kuroo told Kenma how they first met Kenma couldn't believe he used to be like that. Kenma wanted to believe everything he told him but some things didn't add up, but he just left it alone.

"We used to hang out a lot, we were best friends, but after a while I started to push you away. When I pushed you away. You decided to commit suicide. It was my fault. Before you jumped I saw you on the bridge and I tried to save you but we both fell and you lost your memory. That's when me and you met at the hospital that day. After that you left and I decided not to contact you again. I didn't want to hurt you." 

Kenma couldn't believe what he was hearing. Everything he heard started to add up, but one thing didn't make sense. All the things his mom told him was a lie.

"Wait something doesn't add up. In one of my memories with you, you asked me out. Are you lying to me?" Kenma was looking at Kuroo trying to see his reaction.

Their was a long pause before Kuroo spoke up.

"Okay, yes I wasn't being really honest. Me and you were dating, and I pushed you away without realizing. I'm sorry for everything I didn't mean for that to happen." Kuroo was about to cry.

"It still doesn't add up, why did you push me away, and how did you know where I was. They're has to be another reason, something you are not telling me." Kenma's breathing became heavier.

Kenma suddenly became dizzy.

"Kenma! KENMA......."