Our forever never came

Memories Part 10

Tw: Substance abuse, drinking, suicide

"Can you stop screaming some of us are trying to sleep." 

"Yeah i'm sorry." Kenma stood up to go get a glass of water.

'what the heck was that dream, it felt so real.' Kenma was lost in thought.

Kenma had a dream of him falling of the bridge but he could not figure out why it felt like it happened before.

Kenma couldn't fall asleep so he stayed up for the rest of the night. He could not get the feeling off his shoulders.

Kenma was drinking black coffee when Miaski woke up.

"Black coffee? Seriously." Misaki chuckled before heading to the bathroom.

Kenma stared at the coffee and went to dump it down the sink.

Kenma grabbed a warm water before sitting down on the ledge of the bed. He started at the ground and thought about what happened.

"Oww. What was that for?" Misaki threw a bottle at Kenma, trying to get his attention.

"We are going out in a bit so get ready."

Kenma rolled his eyes while grabbing his clothes.

"Ugh he is so annoying." Kenma said mumbling.

"Huh? Did you say something?" Misaki said in a sharp tone.

"No, why?" Kenma freaked put.

"That's what I thought." Misaki spat his toothpaste out and started washing his face.

Kenma started getting ready. He put on a light blue sweater that had small K on the top right corner, and black ripped jeans. He put on his converse and walked to the door waiting for Misaki.

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"Kuroo come on you need to move on." Bokuto said while sipping his coffee way to loudly.

"How can I move on, he was the best thing that happened to me." Kuroo was sobbing while looking at old photos of them.

"If he was the best thing that happened to you why did you ruin it and cheat behind his back, you said to me he was everything to you. If he was everything to you, you would not have ruined it. Its your fault not anyone else's." Bokuto pointed at Kuroos smile in the old the photos of him and Kenma on there first date.

This time Bokuto said something that actually makes sense. He was not playing around.

"I can't forget him, I just can't. I remember everything. When we first met, our first date, when I asked him out, when we moved in together." Kuroo grabbed a whole bottle of sake and drunk it all.

"You remember everything? Tell me how you first met." Bokuto said with big eyes.

"It was October 15, I was heading to the bridge to look at the lights. Then I saw Kenma he was at the edge of the bridge and it looked like he was going to jump. I caught his hand and he fainted. I don't know why, but I brought him to the hospital and they said he just fainted from stress." Kuroo started to sob more. He was getting drunk.

"When he finally woke up after four days he got discharged from the hospital I saw him at the game store. I was wearing a blue sweater with a small K at the top right corner. I was in the store and I saw him outside waiting for me to get out. I stayed in the store making him annoyed that i'm taking to long.  He ended up coming in the store and I was just watching what he was doing. I ended up going up to him and talking to him. I guess he was annoyed at me but I didn't really care, he started to avoid me. But after a while I guess he gave up avoiding me. I yelled at him but not in like a mean way I just told him Heyy. He said Hi back to me which was very nice but it was a very soft hi. I asked for his number so we could talk because he was a person I wanted to be friends with. He gave me his number, but i'm pretty sure he only gave it to me because he wanted me to leave him alone. But it worked out at the end. That night I texted him. we texted each other back and forth the whole night. I really miss talking to him. The sweater I was wearing when I first met him... It was his... fav- f- favorite one, I gave it to him and he wore it all the time. Kuroo was stuttering a lot without knowing.