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Akitoya Angst To Fluff

(sorry this is really long I did read through it but I'm tired so sorry if I made a mistake. Hopefully it makes sense had to rush the end bit)

(Akito pov)

Casually just walking slow to class i saw that guy again. While I was doing a street performance he kept staring at me it was as if he wanted to join in with me but didn't have the courage to. When i met him again I observed him with more detail. He had two shades of blue in his hair. Half the portion of his hair was a light pastel like blue as the other section was a more darker blue that seemed to looked purple as well. Those grey eyes of his was enough to put you in a trance. He also had a mole under the corner of his left eye. Something about him made me keep looking at him which was out of character for me. Since it was the first day i decided to introduce myself to him as we walked up the school stairs.

"Yo my names akito what's yours?"

At first he was hesitant to reply but he looked at me dead in the eyes as soon as we reached the top of the stairs.

"Why do you care" he replied sharply.

Kinda alarmed by that response i backed off and got offended.

"Man i didn't even mean anything bad by it just curious." shrugging as i turned my head the other way.

"oh my name is toya. Toya aoyagi what's your second name.?"

"Oh yeah why do you care" I replied in the same manner he did to me.

Seeing where he went wrong he immediately apologised to me.

"im sorry i must have misphrased that sentance" as he sighed.

I could tell he meant no harm and that i just overreacted over a phrase.

Feeling guilty instantly i apologised fast. "shit I'm sorry to ig i shouldn't have mocked you."

We both looked at each other as I chuckled under my breath. I swear he was smiling at that moment when I looked back up.

"Can we try that again?" he asked in a polite calm tone.

"sure from the top again bro"

"yo my names shinonome akito what's urs?"

"Hey im toya aoyagi."

"wicked wait what class are you in toya.?"

" Class (1-B)"

"Cool I'm in (Class 1-C) you should go ahead your already late im only skipping form cause the teacher talks too much."

Shocked by the amount of time that passed by he ran so fast to the classroom. Guessing he didn't wanna make a bad impression. That was the day it started. First day of the first year in Kamiyama High School.

As months passed we both found a common interest. Music. I wanted to see whether he was passionate enough to embrace his potential or if he was just another half hearted ass. So I tested him by doing a street performance battle. This was gonna be his first ever performance let alone a battle. I wanted to see how he would overcome this and how much music really means to him. Seeing his vocals raise the roof made me realise he was way better then me at this. A sinking feeling in my heart rushed over me as i started to feel jealous of his ability. Honestly i felt like shit for being jealous of him he was a friend and we are starting to get close. Maybe I'm afraid of being too close to him as well despite my emotions clouding my judgement. For the next few weeks i practiced nonstop trying to ace it just like how he did at his first performance we both did good but i should have done better then good. Toya started getting worried for me but I told him I was fine but even he didn't believe me. He found out eventually how i felt and assured me then helped me once more he's a good friend. He opened up to me about his father and how hes unable to stand up to him when it comes to anything he does in his life. We both overcame obstacles and helped one another through bad moments and through good. I trusted him enough to know i could rely on him to have my back.
Overtime we grew extremely close and knew when one of us was uncomfortable and wanted to leave or when the other was sleepy. He had issues communicating to others so I helped tackle that issue with him to. He can be a bit blunt and misphrase things like the first time i met him. Suddenly everything changed the day i found the confession note in my locker. Toya aoyagi liked me in more then just a friend way and ill admit i felt strange to about him but I didn't know what to say. Stupidly I pretended I never saw that letter and avoided the subject whenever toya was around me. Months passed since then and I realised myself that i might like him. No I didn't wanna admit it to myself. It's not because he's a guy it's just im not good with relationships. My heart felt as if it was getting stabbed by a bunch of pins i couldn't breathe and ultimately ended up fainting while thinking of him.
Awoken back to consciousness he was sitting on one side of the hospital bed. Apparently I fainted due to overworking.

"Akito you should be more careful" he whispered to me.

"im fine i told you i am."

"no your not and i need to tell you something so this time you can't run away like all those other times."

Anxious about what he had to say to me i looked at him once more.

"What do you need to tell me?"
I think i knew what it was but I kept quiet.

"Akito i love you more then a friend and I've been feeling like this for a while now i even wrote you a confession letter and put it in your locker but it seems it never went in properly."

Honestly i knew it was coming yet i couldn't speak no words were coming out my mouth. Toya took that as a sign and misunderstood it leaving me alone on that hospital bed. Trapped in the darkness of my room all I could do was think about how to resolve this I didn't wanna lose him. After getting discharged I ran to his house only to find out it was getting sold. Toya texted me once last time and he wrote "im sorry I didn't wanna tell you but my father found out about my feelings for you so he's sending me somewhere. we never even got to say goodbye to each other good-bye akito stay safe." Reading that completely broke me if only I wasn't so stubborn if only I had ran after him or at least said something to him face to face maybe then this wouldn't be happening. His father was a hard man to convince its not that he's homophobic it's just he has different ways of thinking and he's doing what's best for his son. I'm not good enough to be with toya in any way at all I was such a shit friend hiding the fact I saw that letter. But the thing I regret the most was letting him go before I could say anything.

A year passed by since then and it was around the time toya came back here with a clear mind. Yet I didn't wanna see him not at all I felt like I didn't deserve to even look at him. After he had left I was back to being a solo performer it didn't feel the same without him and overtime I started to give up I loved my music but I had no more motivation. No matter how many times I pushed myself I couldn't just force myself to like this and ultimately I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking back to that day. The day i lost him. I'm not being myself at all and I feel even more shitty.

Toya came back to my house after several attempts of ringing my doorbell. It was just me today at home so I pretended I wasn't in. Only to find him there in my bedroom he had gotten in through my window. So I just covered myself up with the bedsheets and told him to leave me be. This time he grabbed firm of the sheets and pulled them off. Seeing me in a black t shirt and shorts I tried to grab them back but he kept dangling it above my head.

"Now are you gonna listen to me akito."

"okay ill listen give it back."

Toya looked me up and down and then chucked the bed sheet to the other side of the room.

"Oi you were suppose to give me it back not chuck it."
I started rambling on about it cause it irritated me but I was secretly happy to see him. Then the most unexpected thing happened he grabbed my chin.

"If you don't want this push me away" he said calmly.
Contemplating on what to do he moved closer now. My back was against the wall and he was sat ontop of me. Turning my head away I could feel myself heat up only for him to turn my head back to him.
Toya was gentle and taking forever so I wrapped my arms around him and leaned in to kiss him. He was surprised by that action but didn't hate it. He put his arms around my waist gripping it tightly as we both kissed. Gasping for air we both stopped and looked at each other.

"I thought you hated me akito." he mumbled under his breath.

"I never hated you I just took too long to tell you how I felt and you ended up leaving me for a year and that was the worst year of my life. How are you even back here?"

"You always told me to have courage so I finally stood up to him about this and came back to see you again. I guess moving forward in life takes a lot of courage. I'm sorry if I took so long."

I hugged him and we both just hugged each other. I don't know how long we hugged but all I know is that I need to tell him the truth and I did. Of course he was annoyed at me for hiding the whole letter thing and taking so long to admit to myself that I loved him. Gradually I went back to being a duo as music was the passion that brightened my life. He was the light which guided me through the darkest moments. Toya had his own apartment thanks to his dad and we do band battles etc with Kohane and An. Everything went back to normal except for one thing. Me and him started dating and I've got to say that was unexpected but I hope this works out between us this time.