Eleven Eleven

Chapter 14

Sandra P.O.V

Habang ninaasikaso ko yung kakainin ni Lola ay nag salita siya.

"Masaya ako at okay na kayo ni Ismael at nasabi mo na ang gusto mong sabihin sa kanya"- Lola umupo ako sa tabi niya

"Ako din po"- Sabi ko saka nilagyan yung plato niya ng pagkain

"Nakausap mo na ba si Ken?"- Napatingin ako sa kanya

"Hindi pa po"- Sabi ko hinawakan ni lola ang kamay ko

"Alam kong mahal mo si Ken noon paman kaso natatakot ka at baka hindi ka pipiliin ni Ken. Hindi mo naman malalaman kong di mo susubukan diba? Kong di ka man pipiliin at least umamin ka sinabi mo yung nararamdaman mo sa kanya hindi yung nag iisip ka agad ng na keso hindi ka niya pipiliin hindi ka niya mamahalin. Sa pag aarte ni Ken nong di ka niya pinapansin alam kong mahal ka non"- Paliwanag ni lola sabay tumawa

"You two just need someone who start to tell what you feel"- Sabi ni lola

After that I fly back to Manila alone. Tama si Lola I just need to tell him, kong may pinili man siya tatanggapin ko. May interview din kasi ako kanina because there is an opportunity for me sa pag kakanta but I decline I told them na kakagaling ko lang sa operation and I need to focus on myself and they all agree to it. But this they give me a slot kong mag bago ang isip ko.

"It okay mag hihintay nalang po ako sa kanya"- Sabi ko sa receptionist dito sa baba nasa company ako ngayon ni Ken waiting for him to come down

Flashback

Kendrick is really a moody person pero kapag pinapatawa mo naman abot hangang tenga yung ngite niya- 

I always look at him as brother figure he is not tolerating us to be a lazy student, he is always on time and he always give us gift if there is an occasion. He will be there if you want him, if you need him and if you want and need his help.

He is the most kind yet most moody person I ever know naalala ko pinipitasan niya ako ng bulaklak at iniipit ko yun sa notebook ko at nilalagyan ko pa yun ng date at anong uri ng bulaklak.

The gift he give me was keep in a box same din naman kay Ismael actually they have the same box kong san ko nilagay ang mga binibigay nila.

He will be moody but he has a great and kind heart. He is weird but thats what makes him unique and I fell for that.

When I know that girls had crush on him I was felt left out because they were all pretty and good samantalang ako heto. Sinasama ko nga sulat ko sa lahat ng nag bibigay sa kanya but in the end he didn't know.

When Marissa and Ken meet in the rooftop I was there because I did wrote a letter to meet me at the rooftop but I didn't put my name on it because I was ready to confess to him but then I heard them and I knew that its just an agreement but still it broke my heart lalo na nong bigla niya akong tinakot na kapag lalapit o lalapitan ako ni Ken o ni Ismael she will turn my world a hell so I decided to avoid them.

By then I keep it to myself seeing them like that till then the graduation happened I was waiting for Ken on the back stage when suddenly I meet Marissa.

"Did I told you to stay away from Ken? Ang tigas talaga ng ulo mo! How dare you hihiwalayan niya ako ng dahil sayo? You don't even deserve him you are nothing you are just a helper!"- Sabay non ang pag sampal niya

"Hey"- Narinig ko nalang boses ni Ismael ng dumating

"Stay away from Ken!"- Sigaw nito sabay umalis

"Marissa!"-

"You okay?"- Di ko alam pero nasaktan ako sa sinabi niya kahit alam kong totoo