I fell in love with autumn

Autumn

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Ah, autumn. What an underrated season. People's favorite seasons are always either winter or summer. Then some people say spring, but who says autumn..? Not many I guarantee.

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I used to be the kid of summer, everytime someone asked my favorite season, the answer was immediately summer.

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But honestly.. if i think about it deeper, i've always loved fall the most.

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The start of autumn gives me the feeling i haven't felt for so long, comfort. It makes me feel safe, heard. Makes me feel like i'm not alone, like i have a purpose.

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I guess i can say its my comfort season, it understands me the same way i understand it. Especially after i started fighting with bad mental health issues, i noticed the actual beauty of autumn, it made my eyes open, made me see it different way.

 So indescribable way.

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The leaves changing color; yellow, red, brown, purple, orange. All so different but still having the same beauty equally, every leaf falling, so unique.

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The rain, my favorite part. The sound of rain dropping to roof at night, the cold wind coming from window. The sound of thunderstorms, so calming. The lights shining through rainy roads at night.

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Autumn is like lonely person. People see it as an dark and boring season, people dont like it. But if people actually decided to spend time watching it for a while, they would start seeing how beautiful season it is.

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Autumn is like person, who always has to deal with other people comparing it. Never feeling like they're enough. There's always something to complain about. Should it disappear? Should it change? Would anyone notice? Would anyone miss it? Not many I guarantee.

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They would notice how nightwalks feels like you're in a movie. Its so quiet, so peaceful. You can finally breathe, just let go off everything u've hidden inside you. Finally you can be yourself, without fear of judgement.

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Just walking, the water making the shoes wet, but its okay. Everything's more than okay. Because at least now, u feel like you're home.

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Raindrops dropping to the ground making a small sound while the whole other world is quiet. Taking a deep breathe, smelling the smell of autumn, refreshing. Clearing mind, clearing thoughts.

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People would actually notice the beauty.