quick psa

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hey guys!! i just wanted to say thank you so much for the support and love on the story. it absolutely makes my day reading through you guy's comments.
If you've been following since the last update, or have even checked when my last post was, you know it's been a while. and i'm sorry about that, and i feel as though i owe you guys an explanation.
early march i had a really depressive episode. i previously mentioned that i had knee surgery in late 2021, and that took away most of my life. i could not athletically compete or train, and that hit me a lot harder than i expected. i ignored how i was feeling and lied about it to everyone and the stress built up. overtime the stress of school added into that and i honestly couldn't take it anymore. my GPA dropped a few points from the assignments i couldn't bring myself to do, and i honestly lost it. at this point i had just released chapter 3 and began working on four. i had 5 anxiety attacks that week, and honestly should have been hospitalized, but i really didn't want to and was afraid of losing physical therapy progress. since that week, i've been getting better and working on myself. i had to finish the school year out not posting on here as it was too much for me to handle. i've been meeting with a sports psychologists, and leaning on how to properly deal with my sports anxiety.
please reach out to someone you trust when you are feeling like this. it doesn't just go away, but you don't have to feel like the world is ending, because it's not. you are all so loved and cared for.
ive really been doing better, and i'm ready to pick up where i left off with my wonderful Dakota. i really appreciate you guys. i can't promise i will post regularly, but i can promise i will keep you all updated. i love you guys. thank you for understanding and staying along for the ride. chapter 4 will be out either before or during the weekend!
thank you all again. so much love <3
sia

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