no one knows she cries herself to sleep.
she battles inner demons and satan himself
she hides it from everyone
the pain
the lies
she's afraid of not being sane
but that's not all
there is nothing to help.
nothing for coping.
too scared for drugs and razors
her mind takes it out on her mentally
intellectually.
physically.
she's deteriorating from the inside out
she can't see it until it's too late
and still does nothing about it.
she's aware, but ignores
she's gone for help, it hasn't worked
no one understands
the pain.
the lies.
she laughs with friends and has the "perfect" life to strangers.
she is creative, outgowing, hardworking
until the demons come.
this is the girl that cries herself to sleep
this is me.
