The girl who chose

Chapter 6

Disclaimer I don't own Harry Potter only my ocs and all that shit I'm sure ya know how it goes by now.  Hope you like it. Also a minor trigger warning in this chapter There is a bit of depression and self loathing and hearing voices in her head.

I also borrowed and re-written many chapters from the original hp book. Enjoy reading though and let me know what you think.

After the speech and welcoming the new schools, we are all dismissed and finally we all have some time for ourselves.

I look at Draco as we all sit in the common room and smile as his platinum locks fall carelessly down his face.

"I'm so glad you took my advise and decided to stop gelling your hair back it looks ten times better this way," I say resisting the urge to run my hands through it.

He just smirks at me and continues talking to Blaise. Idiot.

I feel Thanatos gently slithering across my stomach and out of my top. He is now 7 feet in length and quite thick, the only reason I can carry him on me is because of magical enchantments like the feather light one.

He's a pain to have to hide though, where can I do that in a school of nosey professors and even nosier students.

Anyway he's slithering towards the fire and sit on a log that has now become his set up by the Slytherin prefects.

They were a bit reluctant in first year but when in second year they learnt I was a pasletounge everything changed.

Even now they all believe I'm the heir of Slytherin.

I close my eyes gently and massage my temples as I feel a migraine starting and suddenly jump as a hand come down onto my shoulder pulling me from my thoughts.

I flinch away immediately and take a few steps back only to see Theo stepping back his hands in the air in a way of surrendering.

"You okay?" He asks caution evident in his voice though concern is also there. I nod my head and smile back at them not wanting to concern my friends who're now all looking.

The common room of an early morning is beautiful and enchanting the Green dominates the room and the soft emitting glow brings a peace that I've never felt anywhere else. It became even better when I learned about pasletongue and Paslemagic though so many new things opened up for me.

"No you're not okay and don't think we've forgotten you said you'd tell us, please Thea we just want to help," Clara states with worry in her eyes.

I feel tears welling up in mine and look at my friend group. Luckily we're alone in the common room as it's a very late now and most people are either asleep or getting ready for bed.

"You're going to think I'm weak," they all shake their heads and Dragon reaches for my hand but I flinch away from him. He looks at me hurt evident in his eyes but let's me pull away.

"Please Ignis tell us what's wrong I promise you we won't look at you any different, I mean it's not like you went and fought muggles and lost is it,"

I feel a tear fall from my eye and stay silently looking at them.

"It's not just that you surely can't think or believe I'd be so upset over a few muggles beating me up, guys that happens every bloody time I go to that house it's nothing new but something else happened something that-"

Im cut off by the common room door opening and Professor Snape steeping through, his eyes dance over the room before landing in us.

His eyes hold a bit more compassion and less hostility and displeasure than when we're in others company.