No Longer Alone

The Painful Addiction

ITSUNO'S P.O.V.

I wake up to a Saturday morning. I don't know if its sunny because I've closed my curtains and put blankets over them so I wont have to see the light. I get up to see my scarred legs. And arms. And stomach. and anywhere else I could hide the cuts. I get dressed and turn my music on. pierce the veil, black veil brides, falling in reverse, panic at the disco, and a lot more bands. I look at the drawer it's in. I just sit there trying to keep my mind off of it. I get on my phone and get on instagram.

insults about me, insults about me, and even more insults!!!! I close it quickly and get on facebook. Everywhere I see there's insults about me. I get on twitter. Guess what... more of them. I get mad and throw my phone to the other side of the room. I go over to the drawer and hesitate to open it, but do anyway. I grab it, and immediately put the metal to my wrist. Tears form in my eyes and they drop to the floor. I move the razor against my skin as if it was dancing on a dance floor. Blood starts to drip down. I pull my pants down and sit down. I go to my legs and other arm and cut "UGLY", "FAT", "WHORE", and " WORTHLESS" in them. Soon blood is everywhere. I start to get dizzy and light headed. I hear a knock on my door and I drift off into blackness.

MOTHER'S P.O.V.

I open Itsuno's door and see her on the floor covered in blood. I start to cry and I run to her and hold her in my arms. I then see her phone by her. I pick it up and see all the insults about her. I call 911. they come and rush her to the hospital. I'm right behind them. when they rush her in I stay by her side until they hold me back. I see doctors, nurses and a lot of people rushing into her room. I sit down in the waiting room not even caring about being covered in blood. I still have her phone in my hand.

I look into her history and get on instagram and see horrible insults about her. they hope she dies. they say she's a bitch, fat, a whore, worthless... so many more insults. I get on facebook and see even more of them... I start to cry.

how did I not know about any of this? how did this all slip through my fingers? now that it did, i'm about to loose my only baby...

I go on a rampage and start kicking around chairs and hitting things... I stop and start crying harder. I cant calm down. I cant say anything. I cant do anything for her right now... but pray for her life.

//5 HOURS PASS\\

MOTHER'S P.O.V.

A doctor comes out of her room and I look at him urging for an answer.

"So??????"

"She's sleeping right now. It was almost impossible to keep her alive, but we managed to do it."

"Can I go and see her????"

"Yes ma'am. Follow me" I didn't follow him. I ran passed him, and into her room. I see her sleeping peacefully, and I take a deep breath of relief and happiness.

"Thank goodness she's ok." I sit next to her, and hold her hand. I go into the darkness of sleep.

ITSUNO'S P.O.V.

I wake up in a hospital. I feel warmth in my left hand. I look over to see my mom holding my hand, and sleeping peacefully. I remember what happened in my room. I also remember there was a knock on my door before I drifted off. What does she think happened? What will she do to me? will she be mad? Will she be happy im alive? I don't know, but im afraid of what will come next.