What you didn't know
You didn't know how many times I cried
You didn't know how many times I just wanted to die
You just didn't know
The times I thought I was loved
Then suddenly everything fell apart.
I don't feel loved anymore
I feel tolerated.
How can I love myself?
If you don't show me how?
Did you know about the dreams I had
The ones that would show a world
That I was happy and loved fully
Please don't think it's your fault.
It just might be mine.
I didn't want you to hurt my feelings
I didn't want you to cry because I failed
You just didn't know.
