It was Fate

Making up?

Your pov

After crying the entire night I was awoken by someone knocking on my door. "Go away!" I screamed, I didn't care who it was, I heard my door open and angrily turned to see Mead.

"It's time for breakfast" she said annoyed. "I don't give a FUCK, now get the hell out of my room!" I said with rage laced in every word. She came over and ripped me out of the bed with extreme force.

She told me I had to get ready and I shoved her off of me and out of my room. I slammed the door in her angry face and locked it. I knew we weren't supposed to do that but I didn't give a shit. I refused to leave my room knowing I'd have to see HER.

Hours turned into days and I still hadn't left my room. They stopped knocking on my door around day two realizing that I wasn't coming out. I heard soft knocking on my door and didn't answer figuring they'd go away too.

"Y/n?" I heard Coco's soft voice say, "what!" I exclaimed. "Are you gonna come out today? It's almost lunch time..." she said sadly. "No! Just like every time you've come to tell me. My answer isn't changing" I said coldly.

"You have to come out at some point" she said, I could hear her crying behind the door. "You're gonna die if you don't come out and eat" she said with remorse.

"Then that's my business, now go away" I said and shortly after I heard defeated footsteps leading away from my door.

I don't know how many days had passed by when I heard her cane approaching my door. Instantly the anger boiled up in me again, I heard knocking on my door.

I knew it was her, "leave me the FUCK alone" I said harshly. I heard the door unlocking and I sat up in my bed, she slipped in the door and closed and locked it behind her.

"Y/n I just want to talk" she said softly. "Yeah everything is always about what you want" I scoffed. "Look, I know you're angry and you have every right to be..." she started but I interrupted her.

"Well let me just thank you so graciously for allowing me to feel MY fucking feelings! Do you want a cookie or something" I said angrily.

"I want to apologize for everything I said... I didn't mean it. I never wanted to hurt you" she said tearing up.
I softened a bit, not much, but a little.

Venable's pov

I was trying hard to hold back the tears that wanted to spill down my cheeks. I understood why she was angry, and I knew I deserved it. But it still hurt to have the one person I lo- care about in this world to feel like this because of me.

Who am I kidding? I love her. "But you did" she said, I could hear the sadness in her voice now. She was still angry, I could tell, but it seemed like she was more sad than angry.

"I know..." I started, sitting on the edge of her bed playing with my hands. "I don't know why I did it... why I said all those horrible things to you" I said softly. I was so ashamed of myself, something I haven't felt in a long time.

"I could think of a few reasons" she said coldly, there it goes, I knew this was going to go badly. "Maybe it's just because you're a piece of shit. Or MAYBE it's because you're scared. I would really love to believe that it's the second one. I would be extremely disappointed if the person everyone else thinks you are, is the real you and I'm just stupid" she said.

I could tell she was trying to hide her emotions from me. I know all too well what that's like, putting on a front for people. I felt my heart break a little from her words, I didn't want her to think I was just this cruel person.

"I know you're not like this. I know you crave love just as much as everyone else. But this isn't the way to get it" she said sincerely.
"I know..." I was at a loss for words, something that rarely happened.

I just wanted her to get everything out, I was sitting here like a child getting scolded. I came to apologize and I was just letting her do all the talking. "I love you" I blurted out, and I didn't feel bad about it, because it was the truth.

"That's why I said what I said. I know it doesn't make sense but I need you to believe me. No one has ever been as kind to me as you have, giving me love expecting nothing in return. It confused me and I knew I had feelings for you even before I kissed you that night. I didn't want you to fall in love with a monster, dreaming that I was something im not. I also didn't want to get hurt. Because truth be told, when you hurt it brings me immense pain. More than I've felt in my entire life. I've never felt like this before, towards anyone" I took a deep breath afterwards.

I had said everything and I looked towards her for a reaction. I couldn't tell what she was thinking. Her face was giving nothing away, she looked like she'd seen a ghost. But at the same time she had no expression on her face whatsoever.

It was driving me crazy "can you say something? Please..." I begged for the first time in my life. Without saying anything she moved closer to me and pressed her lips against mine. I held her tight, I never wanted to let her go.