Earth Kills

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I woke up and it was silent in the tent and outside the tent I look around but I can't see much because it is so dark I sit up slowly so I don't hurt my side After the blanket that's been on me since I woke up the first time off of me I realize I'...

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I woke up and it was silent in the tent and outside the tent I look around but I can't see much because it is so dark I sit up slowly so I don't hurt my side After the blanket that's been on me since I woke up the first time off of me I realize I'm only in a bra I look to the side and see I big t-shirt that is too big to be Apollos. He must've stolen it from someone. next to my bed so I carefully put it on then walk slowly to Apollos bed and grab his pocket watch to see what time it is, it's 2:27 in the morning and I know I won't be able to go back to sleep for a little so I go outside, I see that there is still a fire going I sit in front of it and grab a couple sticks to throw in it and then just watch the fire move with the wind it calms me I get lost watching it that I don't even realize when someone comes up behind me.

"You shouldn't be up Luna." I jump a little and look behind me to see Bellamy standing not that far away.

"I can't sleep and the fire is kinda calming." I tell him then look beck at the fire I hear walking so I assume he's walking away but then I hear him sit next to me I look at him to see him already looking at me neither one of us look away until someone calls him.

"Bellamy, are you coming back to bed?" I hear a female voice calling out to him. I look to see a girl with blond hair wrapped up in a blanket stereo address with jealousy clear in her eyes. I feel a ping in my chest. I don't know what it is so I just ignore it and push it down like all the pain I've ever felt before. It is better this way, No one sees my weakness that way.

"In a minute." Bellamy tells the girl and she just huffs and walks away back to the big tent that I can only assume is Bellamy's tent.

"Does it help?" I ask him softly I'm not trying to be mean, I truly want to know what helps with the pain.

"Does that help?" He asked me until it's his head a little bit as he looks at me, the fire showing my features in his face and making his eyes look brighter. What the fuck do you think I am talking about.

"Having with all those girls does it help get rid of the pain or at least for a little bit?" I ask him seriously he looks at me for a second trying to make sure I'm serious then looks at the fire.

"No but it is A good distraction for a little bit." He tells me then looks back at me. "Why do you want to know?" He asks with his head tilted again.

"I just want to figure out a way to get rid of my own." I tell him and he looks like.

"I wish I could say something great to make you feel better or tell you how to deal with the pain but I don't because I haven't figured it out either." He tells me and we just sit , looking at the fire in complete silence. It's not awkward silence, just silence.

"Well it looks like that is something that we both need to work on." I tell him with a smile trying to lighten the mood it seems to work because he chuckles a little bit. "Now go back to your girl and I don't think you want to keep her waiting." I tell him even though a part of me doesn't want him to go back to her. Shut up Luna he doesn't like you why would he. I tell myself as I look at the fire.

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