I woke up and it was silent in the tent and outside the tent I look around but I can't see much because it is so dark I sit up slowly so I don't hurt my side After the blanket that's been on me since I woke up the first time off of me I realize I'm only in a bra I look to the side and see I big t-shirt that is too big to be Apollos. He must've stolen it from someone. next to my bed so I carefully put it on then walk slowly to Apollos bed and grab his pocket watch to see what time it is, it's 2:27 in the morning and I know I won't be able to go back to sleep for a little so I go outside, I see that there is still a fire going I sit in front of it and grab a couple sticks to throw in it and then just watch the fire move with the wind it calms me I get lost watching it that I don't even realize when someone comes up behind me.
"You shouldn't be up Luna." I jump a little and look behind me to see Bellamy standing not that far away.
"I can't sleep and the fire is kinda calming." I tell him then look beck at the fire I hear walking so I assume he's walking away but then I hear him sit next to me I look at him to see him already looking at me neither one of us look away until someone calls him.
"Bellamy, are you coming back to bed?" I hear a female voice calling out to him. I look to see a girl with blond hair wrapped up in a blanket stereo address with jealousy clear in her eyes. I feel a ping in my chest. I don't know what it is so I just ignore it and push it down like all the pain I've ever felt before. It is better this way, No one sees my weakness that way.
"In a minute." Bellamy tells the girl and she just huffs and walks away back to the big tent that I can only assume is Bellamy's tent.
"Does it help?" I ask him softly I'm not trying to be mean, I truly want to know what helps with the pain.
"Does that help?" He asked me until it's his head a little bit as he looks at me, the fire showing my features in his face and making his eyes look brighter. What the fuck do you think I am talking about.
"Having with all those girls does it help get rid of the pain or at least for a little bit?" I ask him seriously he looks at me for a second trying to make sure I'm serious then looks at the fire.
"No but it is A good distraction for a little bit." He tells me then looks back at me. "Why do you want to know?" He asks with his head tilted again.
"I just want to figure out a way to get rid of my own." I tell him and he looks like.
"I wish I could say something great to make you feel better or tell you how to deal with the pain but I don't because I haven't figured it out either." He tells me and we just sit , looking at the fire in complete silence. It's not awkward silence, just silence.
"Well it looks like that is something that we both need to work on." I tell him with a smile trying to lighten the mood it seems to work because he chuckles a little bit. "Now go back to your girl and I don't think you want to keep her waiting." I tell him even though a part of me doesn't want him to go back to her. Shut up Luna he doesn't like you why would he. I tell myself as I look at the fire.
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Our New Hell (Bellamy Blake) ((the 100)) (ON HOLD FOR NOW)
FanfictionApollo and Luna Kane grow up in solitary their entire life. They are twins but they don't have everything in common Apollo knows how to fight but he is more of a nerd they both had to learn things about earth and other thing that they should have...