I finally stopped to catch my breath when I figured I covered enough ground for the time being , it got dark really fast 'me sure couple Macka ina me foot bottom'. At that same time I saw a car coming and I ran right out there "if a dirt a dirt"...
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Saturday
A few days passed and I was still thinking about what I was going to do, I got all my cards, important documents, some clothes, money, pocket pistol, a few rounds and toiletries packed in my black back pack and hid it inside the house for when the day comes.
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I was my usual self because I did not want to raise suspicion however I kept in contact with Jay, he was really nice and it made me wonder if this is the type of guy I should be with.
Jay🙃 - "San I want to take you out, it can be friendly link up loll I know how you feel about yuh man"
Me - " I'm not sure, where do you have in mind?"
Jay🙃 - "can I take you to get ice cream?"
Me - "ok, but you can't come to my home you will have to pick me up in treez is 1 o clock good?"
Jay🙃 - "yes I'll see you at 1, wear something comfortable"
Bling came over today to see me and I told him that I wanted to go to half way tree to buy some things. "Suh weh yuh want nuh sell a spain" he said "no babe I found it on instagram, they have the color that I want pleaseee" I said " alright yuh can gwan but no bada Mek me spit ya so and it dry before u come back or else me and yuh.. hold this it must can buy weh u want" he said before handing me 20 thousand Jamaican dollars and going through the door.
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I decided to go with something simple, I wanted to make an effort but at the same time I could not make it seem like I was going out. I decided to wear a grey romper with a white string and a pair of white shoes my skin is already scratching just thinking about all that grass but this will have to do. I added light make up, put my wig in a pony tail, took up my white hand bag and placed all the necessities there including a new 12 inch grey lace wig with blue highlights, some lace glue and a wig cap that I bought some time ago 'he can't say I came back empty handed' I said to myself.
1:05pm The matte black jeep pulled up to my foot and I got in. We exchanged pleasantries and a small hug, I got a chance to inhale his ambrosial scent 'what is he wearing some backaz ina black jeep' I thought to myself. The ride to Devon house was good, we sang to the music, talked and laughed a lot , I'm glad I came to clear my mind.
We went to a popular ice cream spot in Kingston called Devon House, we ordered our ice cream and went outside to sit on a bench and talk, I got Devon stout and he took crunchy munchy. We talked about everything likes, dislikes, interests, past relationships, funny moments etc.
*laughing* "... suh u really catch her in bed with one a yuh dawg dem" I said "San me seh the dawg have her pon a hot backaz a stamp out the belly, tears alone leff fi fall from me eye dem" he said while laughing "but tan me never know u talk patois mr. proper english" I said "there is a lot you don't know about me San, but you will in due time" he said while flashing those dimples.
"San, me nah try get in your personal business but sometimes it's like you aren't here, is there something bothering you" he said I froze "no man Jay everything is ok me mind just wonder sometimes" I said. This time he turned me to face him and look directly in my eyes "ok San but please know that if you are in any form of problems never hesitate to call ok" he said I hesitantly nodded.
I don't know if it was the slaps that I got in my face messing with my brain but a stray tear fell from my eyes quicker than I could control 'bad gyal no cry' I thought to myself. "I don't know a prolly sum aller.." before I could finish he hugged me "it's ok San you don't have to explain now, I pray u heal from all things bothering you that you don't wish to speak about" he said while he held me. And for the first time in a very long time I felt like I was in a safe space.
7:00pm The rest of the evening went by in a blur and I didn't even realize how late it was getting while I spent time with Jay "bumboclatt Jay what time" I looked at my phone 32 missed calls from Bling, I don't even know when my phone was placed on silent mode "yuh need fi drop me a treez right now" I said in a panicked tone. "It's ok San it's just 7 I can even drop you in Spanish town if you wish" he said "NO!! Treez is fine" I said. I don't know if the panic was written all over my face "San weh u nah tell me" he said "Jay just bring me gah bloodclat treez nuh, you ano me man me nuh owe yuh no answers" I said "ok San I heard you loud and clear" he said before he started the car.
When we got to treez it was not easy getting a bus, even tho he was not speaking to me right now he still parked and waited until I was in a bus before he left, the bus took its own little time to move and a part of me knew that I had a lot of fuckry ahead of me.
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When I finally got home I passed half a dozen men out front before I entered my yard. I walked in the house and turned on the light in my room, you would not believe who was already there sitting in the dark on my bed, Glock in hand, desert eagle on bed, face well screw up. " WEH THE FUCK YA COME FROM PINKY!! TREEZ BUMBOCLAT MOVE??!!"
......to be continued
Authors note: What is your favorite ice cream flavor??
