are we really enemies...

Please never tell Jason.

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i have been sitting here trying to right this chapter for the last day. i'm sorry for it being so late i'm extremely writers blocked.
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Walking home felt like it took ages, it felt like time had slowed down. Your heart felt crushed, you couldn't believe he was with Chrissy today. You finally believed him, you really fell for him. He said it wasn't what i thought. I should go up to Chrissy, was that stupid? No, i'm gonna go up to her. You go to try to find Chrissy, then you finally found her.

"Chrissy, hey i need to ask you something." You look at her with tears in your eyes.
"Y/n? what's up is this about your brother?" She says worried.
"No not him, it's about Eddie." you said quietly.
"Oh were you the one there at his place." she says with anger filling her eyes.
"Yes, why what's wrong you look mad?" you say concerned.
"Nothing, now what's the question?" she says sternly.
"What happened exactly? I wanna believe him but." Then Chrissy cuts you off.
"Nothing y/n, i just came back from a place and i needed some stuff to ease my mind. Please just don't say anything to anyone. I wanted to come in and talk to him more. I missed him, but he wouldn't let me because you were there. He seems to really like you y/n. Don't mess it up, he's a kind soul around the one he really loves." She says with regret, almost as if she wanted to take him with wherever she went.
"That's it? Just that Chrissy?" You say looking at her with guilt.
"Yes y/n, what did he tell you?" she looks at you.
"The same thing, i didn't believe him though, i wanted to but something in me wouldn't let me." you tell Chrissy.
"I don't think he'd ever lie to you y/n, he would never do that to your or anyone. I don't know you well but i know you're a good person. you're gonna help Eddie through so much" She smiles at you.
"What was happening between the two of you Chrissy? You wouldn't just be saying this stuff" you look at her with a look.
"I loved him, i really did  I couldn't leave your brother though. it then ripped Eddie and i apart. That's when i ran i had to get away. i'm still not over it." She says getting upset
"I'm so sorry Chrissy, can i give you my number? I'm here always." you say reaching up to rub her shoulder.
"Of course y/n, just please for the sake of eddie and i, never tell your brother what had happened between him and i."
"I would never, i know how he is. He is my twin brother." You say annoyed.
"Well i have to go, Eddie said Jasons been around here a lot. I'll call you okay?" She smiles and walks away.

What do i do? Nothing happened between the two of them. I can't just go back to his house, i'll have to try to talk to him tomorrow. You then continued to just walk home. Once you got home you continued up to your room, you didn't want to talk to anyone.
"Hey hunny Eddie called" Your mom said as you were going upstairs. You ignored her, you didn't wanna talk to her about what happened. Once you got in your room you just sat there. I didn't believe him, now i don't know what's going to happen with us now. You decided you wanted to write Ed a note. This would be how you would apologize, you couldn't stand trying to talk to him about this in person completely. You began to write the note.

The note

Dear Ed,
      There's so much I want to say to you right now, first it's truly that i'm sorry. You deserve the world Eddie. I talked to Chrissy, which makes it seem like i don't trust you. I do trust you Eddie, so many things in my past have caused me not to wanna believe you're a good guy. She told me the same thing you did, then told me you truly care. I think we could be something so good for each other. I've been nothing but happy since i've met you. Please just tell me you want me to stay or you want me to leave. No matter what you say i'll support you. I'm so sorry for leaving last night, you deserve the actual world Ed. You seemed so happy with Chrissy as well, i don't wanna leave you like she did. I'll be here always, just let me know what you want us to do. Again you deserve the world Ed, im so sorry for acting how i did. I truly care about you so much lovely.
                                         
                                             Love "the idiot." <3
to be continued....