Charlie Brown, Imagines

imagine, roger taylor

thinking clearly

Where was Roger now? 

Was he hooking up with others? 

Did he really care?

Those were the thoughts that Y/N had flowing through their head. It was like a never ending cycle of intrusive thoughts inside their head. All they wanted to do was shout out if they were being honest. 

Roger was out late for the third night in a row. The first idea Y/N had is that they would phone the studio but Brian was to answer them. Saying that Roger hadn't been there all day and thought that he was at home with them.

But at the current moment, Y/N was laying face first into a pillow on their couch that was in the house they shared with their supposed lover. Brian and John had took the liberty of check on them while Freddie went to go see what Roger was really doing  

"Y/N Sweetheart, it's going to be alright. I'm certain the Fred will find him" Brian soothed them while John poured tea and nodded to Brian's statement in agreement

"He will don't you worry love" John said to assure Y/N

FREDDIE MERCURY

I was looking around every club and bar nearby to maybe even get a glimpse of Rog. You know that feeling you get when something just doesn't feel right? Yeah, that's how I'm feeling right now. 

Y/N, my poor darling, they were worried sick about him. They think that he's been cheating on them with a groupie. 

I had reached one of Roger's favourite bars, when I walked in a caught a glimpse of his blonde hair and he was sat at a booth with a woman who looked awfully familiar.

I couldn't place my finger on where I had seen her before. She didn't take after Y/N in any sense but maybe Rog had mistaken her for them. Although, Y/N had said that they had noticed that he would spend more time on the phone and look like he's waiting around for something. They had voiced their concerns to him but he'd pulled a natural Rog move and brushed it off by saying that he had a package that wasn't arriving.

Walking up to Roger and this awfully familiar woman, I had put the pieces together of where I had recognised her from before. 

She was his ex before Y/N! 

But why was he with her? Well he must have some explaining to do for why he was with her. Or he will have Deaky and Bri yelling at him, not just me.

"Hey Rog" I said while sliding into the couch within the booth. To say that he was shocked to see me was an understatement 

"Fred!" He yelped out of fright. The woman gave him a look of nervous thoughts. "What are you doing here?" 

"I could ask you the same thing mate" I commented while resting my chin in my hand

He looked down at his hands while I waited for his response to why he was at club when he should be at home with his partner who he's just left in the dark and is worried sick.

"He's here too see me" The woman  who was called Nina spat at me 

Roger stayed silent and my thoughts of Nina came back to me. 

She was dating Roger for three years before he met our wonderful Y/N. To be quite honest we all didn't like her. She wasn't the right person for him. It was always, "I'm bringing Nina to the studio today!" "No you aren't Rog" We would all say to him "She wants to come and meet Veronica and Chrissie, I don't really see the problem with it" 

Veronica and Chrissie were definitely against meeting Nina, with all of their lives.

With Y/N it was an entirely different ordeal, we had immediately connected with them and were making jokes about everything under the sun. Even Bri approved right away! And that usually didn't happen with Rog's past reputation for lovers.

Something had happened for the very first time with Rog when he started dating Y/N. 

Love made him crazy, but it doesn't if you're definitely not doing it right. He would do anything for them and if they would break up with him, he'd beg them on his knees to stay. 

Y/N is the drug he's high on that he wants to use for the rest of his life.

"Nina, what a pleasant surprise to see you here."  I spoke trying to keep as calm as I could "Y/N is at home right now wondering where the fuck you've been for the past month. Deaky and Bri are helping them not bawl their eyes out and you're here with this bitch!" I continued while getting angrier

"Freddie, you're clearly not thinking right. They're fine" Roger replied to my outburst

"No! You are not thinking clearly Roger! They're not okay, do you know what it was like to see them cry so hard that there's nothing left just painful sorrow? No because you haven't been there for them? Have you even told them that you've been seeing Nina? When are you going to call it off with them? You should pick up the pieces of your relationship and go talk to your partner" I objected

"I'm not breaking up with Y/N. It's just that" He muttered back to me

"It's just what? Just what Rog?" I questioned

"I'm pregnant that's why" Nina interjected

"You slept with her?!" I yelled making the club go quiet.

That was sure to make a headline tomorrow.

"I was drunk Fred! Y/N was out of town on their trip with Chris and Nica" He defended 

Headlining from The Sunday Times as of tomorrow morning: "Queen drummer, Roger Taylor cheats on partner, Y/N Y/L/N with ex girlfriend Nina Allen!"

"That's not a fucking explanation Rog" Bri said while walking into the bar with John and Y/N following behind him

Oh poor Y/N. 

Y/N Y/L/N

He said he would die for me. What a goddamn lie, everything I ever did for Roger was all for nothing. I would sell my soul for him. 

Even if he didn't love me anymore I would still die for him. Love makes you crazy right? But you can't blame me for it? Can you?

Fred and Bri had ensued in a deep angry conversation well it was more so them yelling at Roger. I had never seen them both so angry before. It was quite scary seeing Brian so angry.

"Y/N" John whispered in my ear and tapping on my shoulder. I spun round to look at him as he nodded to the door, gesturing for us to leave. I nodded and followed him to a bench outside of the bar.

Thank god for John Deacon.

We sat down and I had begun to break down for the nth time today. The cold breezing hitting my face and the faint music of the bar just reaching us outside

"I don't know what I've done wrong Deaks, did he ever love me?" I asked while choking out a few sobs

"Oh Y/N/N, you haven't done anything wrong darling. Roger loves you so much okay?" John replied putting his arms around my shoulders and pulling me in to rest my head on his own shoulder in a soothing manner. 

"It's just that why would he cheat on me with her while I'm out of town? Was I not what he wanted" I spoke in sorrow

"You're fucking perfect darling! That's what you are" Freddie spoke while looking down grinning like a devil in the best way

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oh boy well that was a ride or two. count how many

taylor swift references were in that, it's not alot but

they are there i'll tell you that now lmaoooo

if you want a part two please reply!! <3

lots of love, 

val xoxo