Charlie Brown, Imagines

imagine, tenth doctor

i miss you, i'm sorry

Does he remember them happy together? Y/N does, doesn't he?

Y/N was ever so greatful for their magical doctor. The Doctor was to put it straight the most unbelievable that you could ever meet, no one was able to put it into words about how much he meant to people. 

Martha Jones once said, "He's like fire, stand to close and people get burnt" 

Which could be put into truth, well. Slightly.

But then all of a sudden, The Doctor was sick to his stomach. Is that still true?

Y/N was still confused, they had only seen him once in December.

"It's me and you, this is forever" He said. 

They wanted him to be honest, which was hard for a Time-Lord who is much wiser than we.

Y/N almost bought it, they almost did. But deep down they could see the truth. They saw that they might've just been the Rose Rebound.

He still loves them though, he would never break that promise. It was hard knowing that they couldn't stay together forever. 

The pain of being a Time-Lord. You live forever but you can't have the person that you truly desire for. They don't live forever but you do. He would find every way to make them stay with him forever.

"I miss you, I'm sorry" was the thing he said to them.

They've been here before. He doesn't want them to go. Y/N thinks that they'll make it worse. But everywhere they go it leads back to him.

Walking in the park was the thing that was easy for Y/N to help them calm down. Through past Buckingham Palace, into Hyde Park. Music in their earphones, listening to whatever would help them escape the tragedies of a mundane life.

A life with The Doctor is a magical thing. Absolutely more than what you think it would be. It's like all the childhood dreams that you could think about. Dreams of looking out at the stars to see if something would take you away from life. Looking for something like that is similar to people would wait for their Hogwarts letter on their eleventh birthday.

People don't dream of being with someone like The Doctor. But some do. Some will wait for something to come and save them. Y/N would watch the stars at night to see if something would take them away.

Continuing to walk around the park. Finding the best bench sit on so that people can read in peace. Which seems easily done no? Not today it wasn't. Benches were filled to the brim of people and their children on picnics. 

Y/N found a tree that would suffice for now until people left. They say with a worn copy of Jane Austen's Emma. 

"If I loved you less, I might be able to talk about it more" 

Y/N thought of The Doctor when Mr Knightley said that to Emma. Thinking about him now was something that could most likely bring them to tears. Continuing their reading they heard a very familiar sound. The sound of an engine materialising. 

The TARDIS. 

The thing that Y/N was hoping to see but at the same time they didn't want to face The Doctor. However, that's what they would have to do. Maybe he would've forgotten about the argument that they had had and would tell them to get back in the blue box and take them on the next thrilling adventure.

They didn't miss the fighting in their apartment. They didn't want it to happen. A dish was broken because they were disappointed. Y/N still loves him, of course.

The Doctor stepped out of his magical time machine. He looked as happy as ever. His normal smile that could light up a room. Y/N felt fuzzy at the sight of The Doctor. 

Wiping their tears, they stood up from the tree and that's when he noticed them. He ran straight over to them, engulfing them in the most tight hug ever. 

Before Y/N could even removed themselves from the hug. It slipped from both of them at the same time.

"I miss you, I'm sorry"

They yearned for each other to hold the other. They were the best of friends, it's not like no could take it away from them. 

He smiled.

It was all back. They were back together now. 

He took their hand and lead them back to home.

"I'm never leaving you, I'm staying with you forever doctor"

You said forever.

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was listening to gracie abrams and this came to my head. 

god i miss my tenny <3

might be posting some blurbs on my tumblr!!! my tumblr is tenthdctr :)

stay slay,

val xoxo