You + me. (Blyer)

Never again

TW THERE IS GOING TO BE SUICIDAL ACTS IN THIS CHAPTER! 

Will had let max stay for a while. "What have you guys been up to?" max asked out of boredom. "We have just been chilling!" I answered back politely. I glared at will noticing he was off edge and seemed.. Weird- "that's cool I guess-" max replied blankly. "Hey will are you okay?" I put my hand wills hand to calm him down. wills face had turned to a light pink and looked at me. "I-im o-okay! Y-yeah totally fine.." max looked down at my hand and realized I was holding wills hand. Max just stared at us while we talked. "Friends don't lie will." I got closer to will and my face turned red we were now 3 inches away from each other and I could hear wills heart beat.

 Wills face turned completely red. I could tell that max was silently shipping us but that didn't matter right now to me. "I-im fine!" will blushed at me. "Your not fine- I can tell." I pulled will closer to me we were 1 inch away from each other and it looked like we were practically kissing. "I'm gonna go now byeeee!" max hurried out the door- 

me and will said bye then continued. "Will you can tell me anything. I'm here for you" I could feel his breath on mine. I want to kiss him we are so close.. No, no don't think that mike!  But he hasn't pulled away? I'm just overthinking this, will could never like someone like me ever. 

"Mike.." will pulled away from me. "I promise im fine!" "fine will, but don't come crawling back to Me when you have problems and expect me to listen" my heart suddenly dropped when i realized what I had said. Will looked devastated and angry at me 

"Get out..." will mumbled "what? I can't hear you will." "GET OUT MIKE!" "... Okay if that's what you want.. Im sorry for saying those things will.." 

I hurried up and packed my things then left. Guilty thoughts filled my mind why would you say that why would you say that he obviously hates you now you are so worthless mike why would you say that?!? 

**wills POV**

I watched mike leave then ran into my room and started crying. I was so upset what mike had said what if he doesn't care about me anymore.. I need to I need to get this off my mind.. I walked into the bathroom and pulled out a razor blade. I sat down on the bathroom floor and pulled down my jeans a little so I could see my thighs. I started cutting them easing all the pain I had this week. I didn't realize how deep I went this time. Blood started dripping down quickly and there was blood everywhere on the floor "SHIT!" 

I grabbed a towel and put pressure on my cuts and cleaned up the floor while doing so. The pain started kicking in and it hurt like hell. I couldn't stand up because it hurt so bad. I pulled up my jeans and started to cry as it hurt more and more. I started hopping to my bedroom. Dustin was the only one who knew I did this to myself so I decided to call Dustin on the walkie talkie. 

"Dustin?"    "..."   "Dustin please answer me I did it again and it's worse this time I can't even walk.."   "I'm here will, I'm coming over to help you." "okay thank you Dustin.."