You Are Everything

Chapter 12

Lizz's POV

I slept for atleast 5 hours after coming from school Before coming back home we were killing time in the park we kissed, I was sitting at the bottom of the slide he was sitting on a swing and we did the most weirdest thing anyone can imagine we were texting each other while sitting in front of each other watching each other's reaction. While I send him cliche messages and he replied in a cringey way It is the best thing in the whole world when our time was clear we walked back home hand in hand, holding his warm and hard hand is one of the best thing I can experience.

Well if I can ask I have a quick question to everyone in the whole world. Ever in your life, you thought you never needed a person until you met them, until you have them and now living a day without them feels useless ?
Yep that's what I exactly feel He's a part of me now, I have never felt this with someone else maybe....'Harrison' I whispered in my thoughts, I don't know why his name pops up in between but I always feel a connection with him. And I have felt the same way after the moment we kissed in 10th grade while we were playing 7 minutes in heaven, but the connection with Nate is different..its like...ummm I don't know how to explain but its the feeling where your hearts answers everything yet nothing

Its the feeling when you look at that person and your breathing style changes, you're taking deep breaths, its when a smile automatically places on your pale face when they smile, its when you feel shivers when they talk and electricity in your nerves when they touch you and its when they share a stupid thing and still your heart feels like it was for you to know, its when you see that person with someone else and your whole body is on fire, Its the feeling when even though you aren't around each other....your hearts are somehow connected
That's what I feel when I am with Nate

I jolt awake after my thoughts unwrap themselves from my head, I'm sweating like anything literally I'm sleeping a pool of sweat I grab my phone and check the time its 6, I still have an hour for dinner..I check my bandaged hand the white gauze has loosened a little, I ran my hand through my messy hair and flickered the light of my room, my eyes flinched with sudden brightness and I walked in my attached bathroom, I'm a fucking mess my hairs, my face, even my clothes my bra strap is loosing and my cleavage is lightly visible. After fixing my clothes I washed my face and combed my hairs, then did my first aid again when I walked back into the room I have to control myself from peeking out of the window to take a check on him

I sometimes wonder if Nate looks out of his window and thinks about me, has he ever thought where's lizz ? while staring at my window has he ever tried or even thought about climbing on my window, I shook my head at both the possibilities, why would he ? We have only kissed each other twice and by the way he recited his past I guess kissing girls is normal for him

Only after few minutes mom called me down for dinner, though it wasn't ready, dad prepared the table as always and I helped him when we were having dinner it was usual me listening to what mom and dad were saying and I didn't interrupted them then again dad asked me how's school ? They asked me about my left hand and I just lied that I tripped and lost my balance luckily I wasn't injured only my hands were, they believed me they have to Later, my mom ordered me to wash the dishes because Its my duty

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Again
Again I woke up in a pool of sweat, I wasn't even wearing my pyjamas I was wearing shorts, Its still 6 AM almost 3 hrs to school, I ran downstairs I need some air because damn I'm sweating for no reason, I was going to walk out but I heard some sounds from kitchen basically all the utensils "Good Morning Dad" I smiled at him

"Ahh Good Morning darling" He smiled "you woke up early"

"Yeah, I slept after school yesterday didn't needed much sleep I'm going for a small walk, Wanna join me ?" I asked him