''it's not his fault...'' PROJECT SEKAI - Wonderlands X Showtime angst!!

"part 4...."

"Tsukasa!!!! Are you okay?! Are you hurt? Of course you are, you got slightly beaten up... Do you have any big injuries? Please tell me you're oka-" It's... Emu. I need to tell her that I'm sorry or this guilt's bound to grow.
"I'm sorry."
"Sorry about what?"
"That."
"..Oh! It's- It's okay, Tsukasa. I forgive you! Forgive and forget!"
"Haha.. thanks."
"I'm sorry about Rui. He's been... on edge ever since you made Nene upset! It makes me sad but not everybody is as kind as me sadly :("
"Yep. That is true."
"Um.. Would you like to come round to my house? I want to make a song with you!"
"Oh.. sure I guess."
"Yay! Come with me, it's a five minute walk from here!"

We arrived at Emu's house. Her dad is scary.

"Wonderhoy, Dad! I bought my friend Tsukasa around to make music! I hope that's okay?" Her confidence. Oh my lord.

"Back so soon? Anyways, yes it's okay, as long as his parents know he's here, and.. hello, Tsukasa. What a fine man you are." Emu has a REALLY weird dad..

"Oh.. thanks! My parents do know by the way" That was a lie. Haha.
"Tsukasa! Come to my room!" Emu grabs my wrist and we go to her room.

She puts her finger on her lips and presses a button behind her poster of 'MORE MORE JUMP!!', a rival group. At least I think of it that way. Emu pulls me onto her carpet and ushes me to sit. We link pinkys for some reason.

"AHHH" THE GROUND FUCKING OPENED. I thought the floor broke, but no, it's a secret room that happened to be underneath Emu's room. There were all our records, music sheets, costumes, the lot! She drags me over to a tinted window. You could see the main part of the house.

"I spy on my family here. They think the glass is the wall, haha!" She whispers. "Only rule is be quiet when someone from my family is there because nobody knows about this apart from me and they can hear you here!"

"Let's scare them then! WONDERHOOYY!!" I felt good whilst saying that.
"Tsukasa... I'm sad, you didn't listen to me :("
"Heh, sorry..."
"Anyways, song time! Please think of better lyrics this time, not 'I AM TSUKASA TENMA, I WILL BE THE BIGGEST STARR, I KINDA HATE TONDEMO-WONDERZ BUT-' but... I can't remember the rest. You got it?"
"Yes."
"Wonderhoy!!"
"Uh.. let's get started!"
I spent HOURS at Emu's place. We finally did something, I think it was shit but... listen for your self. Tell me what you think..

We used this voice mixer app and merged our to voices, it sounds like Emu with a lower voice.

I'm back home now. It was fun but Mom texted me and asked me where I was and when I was coming back. I'm sitting on my bed watching TikToks now. Mom walks in.

"Tsukasa, darling... just saying that you slept for two days straight.. this morning I went to the GP and asked what to do. She said to leave you be in your condition so.. yeah. I hope you're okay, sweetie." She says. I am in actual shock. She puts a glass of water on my bedside table and leaves so I just keep scrolling.
I'm really bored. I'm really tired.

I forgot to block Rui on TikTok. I. FORGOT. TO BLOCK RUI. ON TIKTOK. He called me the R slur. He told me to kill myself MULTIPLE TIMES. He's.. He's..

Look. If Rui is so invested in harassing me I might just do it. The Sayori challenge. Like he told me to do. He'll stop then.

Everyone hates me anyways. Nobody likes me. Emu's just putting a smile on, I bet. Nobody's gonna miss me- wait. Nobody's gonna miss me!! I'm going to do it. If it's the only way out of this situation, bring it on.