''it's not his fault...'' PROJECT SEKAI - Wonderlands X Showtime angst!!

"part 5..... - good ending"

Right. It's a new day. I'm going to the shopping centre to buy Saki a new make-up set. She ruined her old one. Dad told me it was my fault (??) so now I have to go out. Kinda have to go, Rui, sorry.

I don't understand why my group hates me. Well, people in general. Honestly, only Miku and Emu are my only friends. Hah, perhaps only Emu. Probably nobody at all.

Hm. I don't mind buying stuff for Saki but me having to use my own money to buy her something she destroyed? Also, Mom and Dad know that I'm too tired to go out but they forved me. It also kinda ruined my plan. I'll just wing it later and hope it works.

Okay, I'm here.. where is Sephora-
Huh... That's.. That's Nene! I can't move. My body physically will not move. I feel sick. Please.. just.. let me go! I need to get out of here! Now I'm gonna faint, aren't I? I've gone fucking lightheaded! I need to get out of-

everythings gone dark. apart from the.. the FUCKING LIGHT THAT IS GOING TO TAKE ME BACK TO MY SEKAI AUGH...

"Tsukasa. Calm down. Otherwise I'll take over. I can sort out things with everyone if you won't."
Miku...? She's.. smiling.. I can see the faint shape of her but her smile is the most prominent feauture. The only thing that smile means is evil.

I try to speak but nothing comes out.

"I've been smiling through all your pain. I thought you might smile too and you've  pushed me down to the topnof your mind. You must have broke me or something when you threw that ugly ass robot at me because now all I want to do is help you instead of comfort you. You are responsible for breaking Wonderlands X Showtime apart and you also ruined my fantasies. I'll guilt trip you before I come of aid, though. Want to know why my fantasies wre ruined? Well, there's six SEKAIS. Your SEKAI was ruined. Saki took some of your pain and now the SEKAI she is involved in is slowly breaking apart. Rui took half the argument with him and worried his friend from another SEKAI. She worried her friends when telling them and they are close to disbanding. Emu knows half of the people in world, she talked to some people from two different SEKAIS and seeing Emu sad made them sad and the rest of their group were sad too when they heard, resulting in postponed shows and potential debanding. Now. What you need to do is apologize to Nene properly. Hug it out after, maybe. Don't run away after. I can tell that your eyes are saying thank you, haha! Glad I could help." That last sentence really hit differently, I dont know why but..

I wake up... in Nene's arms!?
"AUGH- Oh god.. Hello Nene, you scared me." I can't believe she's okay with holding me.
"You fainted. Probably because you saw me, huh." Nene... was correct. But how?..
"Nene. I'm.. I'm very truly sorry, about what I said. I was in the wrong. You deserved better. The Nene-robo is cool but.. Don't use it too much and, to prevent anything like this from ever happening again, do check yourself if the battery is low" My voice keeps breaking throughout thid apology. I almost cried halfway through saying this. Jesus.
She lets go of me. I get up and hug Nene. She puts her arms around me, I can tell she's happier.

"I... forgive you, Tsukasa. Thank you for admitting your mistake. Now.. I must go. Bye!"

"Wonderhoy!"

"Yes, wonderhoy :)" Nene runs off into a superdry store.

I go to Sephora and buy the make-up palette. Anything to keep Saki happy I guess. By the time I got home I was quite happy and that was enough to put a smile on. I told Mom and Dad that I bought it and then walked upstairs.

Saki was sitting on the top step with her hands out. "Give me! Please!"

"Here you go :)" I say, giving her the palette.

Even though things seemed to be turning for the better, Rui still wanted me dead. I might as well do this.

I took some extension cords, old headphone wires and just cables in general from out of a tote bag. I stole this bag of old wires from Emu's secret room, she didn't notice so.. um.. yeah.

I tie all the cables together to form one big rope.

I attach it to my wardrobe. It has an odd handle on the top. It doesnt work.

I then spot a random hook on the roof and manage to throw the rope on it.

I was about to tie it around my neck but...

"Tsukasa, darling, there's a girl here to see you!" Huh? Who could that be? It's raining...

"Oh.. um.. coming!" I quickly untie the rope and hide it in my wardrobe.

I run downstairs, I want to see who thi- AH FUCK IM WEARING SOCKS OF COURSE I WAS GOING TO FALL..

im dead, aren't i... huh? Nene's holding me again! Nene came! She caught me!!

"Let's go to your room and talk there?"
"Okay.. um.. this is quite the surprise!"
"Heh, I knew you'd say that."

We go to my room and sit on my bed.

"Tsukasa.. I know what Rui has said to you. I saw the messages. Also, this may sound creepy but I've been watching you and can tell you aren't mentally stable. One time I came here and saw your twitter on your computer screen so I made an account and told you that... you obviously took it badly and blocked me."

"Nene.."

"I think you need some help. Therapist help."

"Okay. I'll tell my parents."

I was really scared and nervous but I told my parents and they immediately booked me a therapy session. I think Nene had a go at Rui over text because she seems proud. Oh yeah, we're having a sleepover now! Also, Nene said she'd check up on me every day she can.. I can't believe how much of a caring person she is..
I guess Rui will never have me dead.

Well, that's it. The story is over.

I'm sorry, Rui Kamishiro :)
We've won.