My weak heart kept saying not to ignore Zhan Ge. To pick the phone and look for his reply. But I couldn't manage to clear my cloudy head. I was filled with thoughts again. And well how will I manage to meet when I have my classes and also my training.
After a while of self-fight, I finally gabbed the phone in my hand. There were three missed calls from him, well not any less of his text. As soon as I opened my WeChat, there we go.
Zhan Ge: Yibo you're not sure?
Zhan Ge: Did I upset you Bo? Do you not want to be with me?
Zhan Ge: Bo I love you. Why are you behaving like this again?
Zhan Ge: Will you leave me?
Zhan Ge: Yibo don't do this to me at least say something.
Zhan Ge: I'm feeling low Bo.
It melted the core of my heart. How can I ignore him? Why is he this sweet to me? Is he acting up. Or is he for real being like this. Sometimes too sweetness at the beginning is a bad sign right? Should I be alert?
I took out his number and dialed it. It rang for a good moment of time and finally he pick up.
"Bo...!" he uttered in a raw tone. No I can clearly say he isn't crying. Is he upset? Did I took too long to reply. "Zhan Ge are you okay?" It isn't the good feeling to see him sad. Can I just get over this weird fears?
"Bo. can you just be with me?" I didn't know what exactly to say. But I knew it's my fair chance to comfort him. "Zhan Ge. I'm not leaving you. I've made my mind."
I heard him hum. I knew he wasn't yet believing me. How could he when I'm still just switching my behavior just in hours or so.
"Zhan Ge! Meet me at sharp 8:00 Am tomorrow okay? You're classes starts at 10 Am and so does mine." I said with a made up mind.
He didn't hesitate and uttered a yes. "So we are meeting tomorrow. See you Zhan Ge." Said I. "Okay Bo." saying that, it covered silence on both the end. I didn't know what to say nor did he I suppose. But it wasn't an awkward silence, I knew we both are holding smiles at the thought of meeting again.
I suddenly remember it was him who said the magical words in our last phone call. I decided to say it to him. "Zhan Ge." I uttered with eternal sweetness. He hummed a long one. My ears felt the melody of his deep tone. "I love you." and that's it. My cheeks turn red though I composed myself at the call.
I heard him giggle. A soft one. It soothe me. "I love you more." But this sounded sweeter than mine. I awed at it. After chit-chatting a while, I had to go as mom was calling for dinner. We decided to rest that night as we both were tired.
Soon after having dinner I carried out my usual routine and went to bed.
Yibo: Good Night Zhan Ge. Sleep well.
It was just 10:30 Pm and though I was pack with tiredness, I couldn't manage to sleep. Putting the headphones on, I played low music and kept my eyes close.
I didn't know when I caught sleep. But It was 2:44 Am right now, and my headphones are still playing me songs. I paused it and shuffled my head-pairs away.
Drenching back to sleep, I finally woke up when my bladder was filled with pee. I rushed to the bathroom and came out after I got fresh and took a bath. Getting ready when I check on the time, it was seven something and I rushed out of my room. Mom came out of her beloved kitchen and asked if I had to leave early. I nodded a yes and went to wear my shoes.
She grabbed a Sandwich, half filled in hurry, but I didn't mind. I thanked her for that and went outside stuffing that half by half in my mouth.
I checked my phone. It's still 7:25, well I'm not late. But wait that's when it suddenly clicked that I didn't decide the place with him.
I checked if he has left any text. Yes he did.
Zhan Ge: Good Night Bo. You too sleep well love.
Zhan Ge: Well meet you at Win-Champ park.
Well that's a little far place from mine. But I just texted him okay. The place is little close to my college so it's fine. But I wasn't sure why did he chose that place for us. Another secret? But isn't that a kid's park? Did he grew up visiting that park as a kid?
While riding all the way, my mind kept replaying different thoughts. The chilled morning was really an amazing time for a good ride. It freshens me.
"WIN-CHAMP PARK"
It was written in bold and painted in neon green. Board held seems to be old one and the name engraved seems to be hazy. It's too early in the morning, there's no kids out there. The same old chaotic place seems too lonely.
The swing sets hanging in the air with empty seats. Benches are not filled with the parents. Trees are not listening to any gossips rather sleeping or enjoying the weather. At that thought it made me giggle, as an old memory popped into my head.
"What made you laugh Bo Bo?" A warm pair of arms embraced me from behind and a chin softly rested at my left shoulder, and snuggled into my nape. I giggled some more as it tickled me. I grabbed onto Zhan Ge's hands, and planted a soft kiss on it.
"Just some old memos." I said in a cheerful tone. "And what's that tell me?" He asked snuggling a little more. Giggling a little for both at the thought and tickling sensation over my nape I replied.
"I was maybe five years old. My mom brought me to a park. But while playing there, I suddenly needed to pee really bad." I giggled again so did he.
"I told my mom and she knows I'm worst at holding in so she took me to a place over there, filled with trees and shabby enough for no one to see me. But I was hesitating to pee. She asked why what happened. That's when I said, 'Mom you keep on saying trees can hear us gossip hear us play and they talk about us at night. They will tell everyone that I'm peeing over here.' She laughed at first then assured me, 'No Bobo I have talked with them. They promised to keep it a secret.' And since then I kept believing that the trees held my secret. Even now mom would bring up that topic and would tease me, 'Bobo! Trees are still holding your secret okay.' And we both would laugh at how naive I was to believe that. "
I told him the story, Zhan Ge was listening with giggles.
"Oh my little Bo!" saying that he turned me around in one go, he made my hands rest at his shoulders while his slipped into my waist. I was beet red. Zhan Ge was holding a smirk on his face. So I smirked back. He leaned towards me and placed a soft peck on my right cheek.
"Oh God! Zhan Ge someone will see us. Let's go in." Said I feeling self-conscious. It's really nothing just a kiss on my cheek. But it's not normal coz we are both boys. We need to hide. Why?
We walked into the lonely park that got us as for company. As I noticed , the trees started to rustle with creek-crack sounds and it sounded like they are gossiping about us. Zhan Ge might have noticed the uneasiness in my face.
"Bo?" he pulled me out of my daze though rustling sounds kept me alert. I looked at him. "What is it?"
"Zhan Ge the trees. They seems to be gossiping about us. Are they speaking bad about us?" I asked him holding a clear frown and pout in my lips. He laughed at my say and I eyed him angrily.
"Oh poor Bo! See doesn't it rustle like someone is clapping. They are clapping for our grand entry." Saying that he pulled me closer and closer and closer until our lips met.
Those soft pairs sucking my lower lip. I agape my mouth to breath and he took that chance to devour my warm inn. His tongue felt so soft. A sweet flavor mixed in my mouth. His hands gripping me tighter at my nape and mine rested at his hips. It was growing intense. Didn't know how long we were tied together. Connected.
Our first kiss. Oh God! I squirmed into his arms. It melted me. Rustling seems to be louder, but it actually sounded like claps.
A/N: Thank you everyone for having patience with this book. Hope you all like it. Keep reading and please leave your views and suggestions.
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