Little Beginnings

6 years

Demi POV 

   Nobody knows but since the night Lucas and I went to that party 2 weeks ago I haven't been sober. Every day I still called Joe multiple times in hopes he would answer the phone but he never did and I never stopped trying to call him I didn't care how drunk or high I might of sound I just wanted Aiden home. I have so much anger build up that the only way I can control it without hurting someone or myself is by popping a pill or two and downing a handle of alcohol. I also wanted to hurt Joe as much as he was hurting me I wanted revenge and I did the only thing I can think of to hurt him and that was sleeping with Wilmer. I knew Joe wouldn't know I didn't that but maybe one day he will. Lucas was coming over tonight to pick me up so we can go out. He knew Aiden still hasn't come back and that I was home alone so he'll call and text me every other day just to make sure I was okay and I appreciated he did that. 

"Hey D" Lucas said as I got into his car 

"Heeey" I said slurring Lucas laughed it off 

"Are you drinking already" He asked 

"Just pregaming that's all" I said like if it wasn't a big deal as I took a sip from the bottle I bought with me. 

"Can I have a drink" Lucas asked laughing 

"Drink up" I said and handed it to him. He poured some of the alcohol in his mouth before he handed me back the bottle and drove to a restaurant he wanted to take me to for dinner. Even though I didn't plan on eating I knew Lucas was looking forward to coming to this restaurant  since we started planning the night a few days ago. 

"I saw your interview you did with Jimmy Fallon" Lucas said once we ordered our food 

"Did you" I asked 

"Yea I think it's so brave of you to show the world that coparenting sucks even for celebrities" Lucas said 

"We'll I'm glad you think so because Joe didn't. He hates how open I am with everything and wished I keep more things privately" I said 

"He talked to you" Lucas asked shocked 

"No, he texted me a long ass message but I didn't respond. Fuck that, I've been calling him multiple times a day and he can't even tell me that over the phone he had to text it to me" I said 

"Have you talked to Aiden" Lucas asked 

"Yea I talk to Layla and Aiden everyday through her phone" I said 

"I can't believe Joe is being like this" Lucas said 

"I know tell me about it. I have a few days off next week and I was supposed to take a mini vacation with Aiden and Layla but they aren't even with me and idk if I should still go or change my flight to where ever the brothers are at and get my baby back" I said 

"Why don't you" Lucas said 

"Because I'm not sure what good it will do. If I go I'm gonna raise hell and cause a seen and I don't want to scare Aiden, but I also don't wanna go on vacation alone. Can you take a few days off" I asked him 

"I would love to but we already have a doctor on vacation that I'm covering for and I need to tell my work a few weeks in advance" Lucas said and I rolled my eyes 

"If I go get Aiden, do you think Joe will even let him come with me" I asked and Lucas shrugged his shoulders 

"I'm not sure D, you should go at least you'll see Aiden" Lucas said 

"I guess your right, what are you doing Tuesday night" I asked him 

"I get off at 5. Why?" Lucas asked