You don't even notice, do you?
It never occurs to you that you might hurt me. Hurt my feelings.
You don't even think about the possibility, that I could be right, not you. In your head, no-one's right but you.
And that's annoying.
I don't feel like you care. About anything. About me, how I feel. Clearly you don't.
You think you're in the right to be annoyed or mad, and I have to come and apologize.
But when I'm mad, I'm the one who's responsible. Then you get annoyed, avoid me and I have to run after you to apologize for something I'm not even the one to blame.
I hate this. I hate that I feel like I always have to say sorry. It's not always my fault, you know?
And it annoyes me that you never apologize.
I feel like I'm giving, giving, giving, but your just taking.
YOU ARE READING
self-monologues
Randomenglish self-monologues tw: insecurities, body image, self-doubt, fears, etc. so just me and my inner thoughts the real ones, hopefully
