Oh come on.
You could've just given it a chance!
I felt good doing it. I felt as though I had control over myself.
No, I didn't put three hours in as my screen time. I did two and a half. Three only at weekends.
And yes, I put some apps on always usable. Because those are the important apps. Like... WhatsApp or the sports app. I mean, why would I waste my screen time with the sports app if it's just some kind of duty?
You could've just given it a chance.
Seriously, no-one would've had any problem with it. I wouldn't have been more on my phone than usual, or at least not much more.
I felt independent, I felt strong. I felt older, more grown up.
But noooo. You had to put your fingers in the game. Again. As always.
I'm really disappointed. I didn't even have a chance to show you that my method worked. You just swooped in, thought you had to dominate and ruined my opportunity to show you that I can actually handle this.
So thank you very much.
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self-monologues
Randomenglish self-monologues tw: insecurities, body image, self-doubt, fears, etc. so just me and my inner thoughts the real ones, hopefully
