Feelings

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Ever since Josh kissed me I've felt something strange. I love Jeffery and Josh loves Miranda but... is there a chance that we may like eachother? It's strange since we both just fought over someone
"Good morning love" Jeffery says then kisses me
"Oh.... Good morning" I say back feeling guilty that I hadn't told him anything that's happened or been happening
"You alright?" He asks "you seem a bit tense"
"O-oh! Yeah.... Just fine" I lied
I'm not fine, I feel like I'm being crushed by 100 weights. This feeling of not knowing who I like sucks.

                               😱Mirandas Pov😱

God I'm so mad! Because of Jake not only are my parents divorced, but my one true love all of a sudden likes him! Jake stole everything good about my life and I feel like I need to get revenge. Some day I'll make his life as miserable as he's made mine, he will pay.

It suddenly hits me that in order for me to hit him where it hurts I'll have to get rid of something.... Or someone he loves. I cant hurt my dad so I have to target Josh, I don't know what I'm going to do but I'm going to have to think fast. If I'm going to do something i want to do it sooner rather than later.
Josh still thinks we're friends but, I'm going to have to use that against him to be able to get him somewhere that it's just us so I can.... Stab? Or shoot him. Shooting him would be more tactical since it can be far distance, I'll have to sleep on this one
  
                            😍Jakes Pov😍  

Josh and I are hanging out today, I want to try and figure things out while he's around so I'll be able to have some support for this decision. I know he'd want what's best for him and if he believes he's what's best for me than I trust him wholeheartedly.
"Hey Jake!" Josh says running up to me
"Josh! Hello!" I respond, smiling at the sight of him
We hug for a good minute then he kisses me and I can feel myself go warm from blushing
"So how have you been" I ask
"Pretty good, and you?" He replies
"I've been good, but something's been on my mind..." I start
"Oh? What's up? You know you can tell me anything" he says making me smile
"Well, I've been confused about my feelings lately. For the longest of time I've lived Jeffery, but now I'm not sure if I like him or.... Uh..... you" I confess
I can see Josh smile a bit at the thought of me liking him
"I'm glad you told me thing, I know I like you and I feel like we were ment to be. The thought of us feels right" he says confidently
I smile, then kiss him and it's his turn to turn red. I laugh a bit at how surprised he seemed by it.

A few hours later Josh says
"Omg, I'm so so sorry I just remembered I said I'd hangout with Miranda in a minute. I've got to go, cya love" he says kissing my head
"Oh! Of course, have fun and be safe!" I respond smiling at the fact the argument didn't ruin their friendship. But I couldn't seem to shake off this feeling of uneasiness, like something was wrong..... maybe I should follow him.

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