It was an accident (a DNF fanfic)

Chapter 1

-George's POV-
It was so nice to have Karl and Sapnap at my house. We were all going to do a livestream together that evening but before that we decided to all sit and talk. At one point, Nick got up to use the restroom and Karl seemed urgent to tell me something.

"I like Nick," he said quickly. "Like a lot."

My eyes widened. "Wait really?"

"Yes," he said. "But I want to see if I can make him jealous."

"How so?"

"I want to kiss you." He said and giggled a little at the words.

"Oh," I said slightly taken aback.

Karl looked at me expectantly.

"Yeah, I'll kiss you," I said finally. "To make Sapnap jealous." Honestly I had been questioning for awhile if I liked guys and this may be a perfect opportunity to figure that out.

We waited until we heard the door to the bathroom open and then Karl pressed his lips to mine. The kiss was gentle and it honestly felt really good. It took a second to get used to but eventually I kissed Karl back.

"Oh," we heard Nick say. We pulled away as if we had been caught. I tried to study Nick's face to see if he was jealous or not and I thought he definitely was. His face looked full of confusion and hurt. "I'll give you guys a minute." He said and left the room again.

"Did he seem jealous?" Karl whispered.

"Yeah, I think so." I nodded.

Karl bit his lip. "I feel kinda bad. Maybe I shouldn't have done that."

"Go talk to him." I encouraged.

"If I'm misreading things I don't want to," he said sadly.

"Karl, what if I wanted to kiss you again?" I asked.

"Do you?" He asked.

"Kinda," I admitted.

"Go for it," he said with a smirk.

I leaned in and pressed my lips to Karl's again. I wrapped my arms around him and this time the kiss wasn't as gentle. Eventually Karl laid down under me without breaking contact of our lips. I had my hands on either side of his body propping myself up. His hands were both on either side of my face. We were making out and it felt so good. It wasn't that I had feelings for Karl, I didn't. I couldn't lie though, he was very attractive and this was the first time in my life I was kissing a man. I wanted to really enjoy it.

We both must have lost track of how long we kissed for because Nick walked back in. We parted immediately and sat up. Nick didn't say anything, but things felt really awkward.

All throughout the livestream that night Karl and I couldn't stop looking at each other. I felt so nervous that everyone was going to catch onto the fact we had kissed. Nick seemed really quiet the entire time and I felt bad for him. It was half my fault that he was feeling upset.

In the weeks that passed after the kiss everyone went back to normal. Only Karl, Nick and myself knew about it until Nick told Dream.

The four of us were playing together, not streaming, but just playing for fun.

We were talking about candy and Karl said, "There's nothing sweeter than my lips."

"Oh yeah?" Dream replied. "What do Karl's lips taste like Nick?"

Sapnap came back with a somewhat bitter response in my opinion. "Ask George, he kissed him."

"What?" Dream said and started laughing so loud. "You guys kissed?"

"Yeah in London," Nick continued. "Twice actually and the second one was steamy."

Karl and I were both pretty quiet.

"George, is this real?" Dream asked.

"I don't know what you're talking about," I said finally.

"No it's real," Karl giggled. "We kissed."

Later that night Dream FaceTimed me. I honestly loved that I got to see Dream's face while it was a mystery to most of the world. "You really kissed Karl?" He asked me.

I nodded and sighed. "Yeah we kissed but it was just a joke." I don't know why I said that. I didn't want Dream to know I was gay and I also didn't want him to think I liked Karl.

"I'm kinda jealous George," he said. I couldn't tell if he was teasing me or not but I assumed it was a joke.

Dream propped his phone up and laid in bed under his covers. I could still see his beautiful face and his bright eyes. He looked into the camera and sighed. "Why didn't you tell me? We're best friends."

"I know, I just didn't want you to get the wrong idea that's all."

Dream nodded but he didn't say anything. Soon after I heard faint snores coming from his side of the screen. I smiled to myself but I didn't hang up.

The next day I saw Dream was live so I clicked on it to watch it and there he was talking about Karl and I kissing. I clicked off of the stream not wanting to see what the chat said. As soon as I saw Dream was no longer live I called him.

"Why did you do that?" I demanded angrily.

"What?" Dream said quickly.

"You just told the whole world that I kissed Karl. Why would you do that?"

"I told them you were intoxicated."

"That doesn't make it better Dream. Do you know how embarrassing this is? To have a private moment like that aired out to the entire world?"

"I'm sorry George I didn't realize it was such a secret."

"Really Dream? You didn't know?" I asked with a sarcastic laugh. This wasn't the first time Dream and I had ever got into an argument. We had been friends for years, but fighting with him still made me so upset. I started to cry.

"George I'll tell them it was a joke, please don't cry."

"I don't know why you thought that would be funny Dream. It was a secret I don't know how you didn't know."

"Why is it such a big deal if the kiss was only a joke?"

"Because it wasn't Dream." I spat out and I started to sob. I knew Dream could hear my sobs through the phone but I couldn't stop.

Dream was silent for awhile but he finally answered. "You like Karl?"

"No," I said but my voice sounded so small.

"Then what do you mean?"

"It just, it wasn't a joke okay? And now the world knows about it."

"I'm sorry George." Was all Dream could say. "I wish I could take it back. I should have thought."

I didn't respond to what he said. "I'll talk to you later Dream." I said and hung up. When I did I got a notification on Twitter. It was from Karl. "Dream lied," it said and I felt a huge weight off my shoulders. Then he tweeted again. "We weren't intoxicated."

He literally confirmed that we had kissed. I texted him and asked him to delete it and shortly it was gone. My phone was blowing up with tweets asking if it were true. I turned my phone off and decided to go for a jog. I kept my phone on me in case I needed it but I didn't turn it back on until the next morning.