I wish I knew you wanted me •*byler*•

Eleven!

I take wills hand and we go back to the cabin. We get back to the cabin and we sit down on my bed. With my heart on my sleeve I tell him
  "I don't think mike loves me anymore." He gives me a look
"What? But he said it so many times in surfer boys pizza," he says really trying to convince me but I don't buy it
  "Don't you see? He just said it to make me fight back," I say "I didn't believe a word he said, the only reason I did fight is because max was in danger!"
  "Oh," he blankly says, we sit there in silence for a few minutes before he starts the conversation again.
"El?"
"Yes Will?"
"Can I tell you something?"
"Sure?"
"I'm, uh," he stops.
"Nevermind" he says. He gets up.
"I hope you and Mike get sorted out." And he leaves. I sit and think if even I still love mike. I sit and start to cry, why do I feel like this. I wish me and mike were better but we're not and at this point I just want to break things off, I am a superhero and Max is right, there's more to life than stupid boys. I get up and decide that I want to go see Max and talk to her even though shes in a coma. I slump off my bed and walk out of the cabin only to see Mike and Will coming to the cabin, I wipe my cheeks embarrassed that mike saw me like this but I go back to the field.
"Dad?" I say.
"Yes Eleven?" Dad asks.
"Could you drive me to the hospital?"
"Why? Are you hurt," he asks panicked.
"No I just wanted to go see Max."
"Sorry El, I don't have a car."
"O-oh" My voice breaks
"Are you alright?"
"Yes I-I'm fine" I say even though I'm definitely not ok.
"Ok" he says and I leave, I go over to Nancy and Jonathan but they are fighting so I just go and sit by the dead flowers, I can't help but worry that this isn't going to turn out well.