I wish I knew you wanted me •*byler*•

Will <3

"Do you still love El?" I say, trying to fight my feelings
"Uh yeah, of course," he says, he almost looks doubtful but my throat hurts and I blink back my tears, I get up and start to leave as tears start to leave my eyes
"WILL," Mike shouts, I don't dare to look at him but I stop
"Mike I-I love you, as more then friends but you love El and I can't help it. I hope you and El have a great life but right now I need some time to myself." And I walk off. I am angry at myself for not realizing that Mike obviously loves El but I just wish I knew he wanted me instead. I run back to the field and into the dead flowers, running for the storm. I hear everyone shouting for me to come back but for some reason I can't control myself, I try and turn around but something is pulling me forward. All of a sudden a strange but familiar voice calls me, it sound sweet and soft but I can't put my finger on who it sounds like.. wait, its my voice, but there's a sudden change of vocal so now it sounds like a croaky voice.. I've never heard it before but before I know it I feel myself lift off the ground, my head turns so I can see what behind me. I see El trying to pull me back but when I turn my head back around I see a hand from the shadows also pulling me, I look behind the hand and see a place, familiar.. The upside down. That was Vecna's voice and he's pulling me, right now. I can see el struggling.
"EL LET GO! YOU'RE GOING TO WASTE YOUR BATTERY" I scream out. She listened but not out of control, she fainted. All of a sudden I get pulled into the storm.