Suzies pov.

The drive.

"Stop!" Eden shouted from the front..I slowly opened my eyes and looked around, most of my siblings were on the floor sleeping. The car we use is big it's like a church van that I used to ride. "Shut up!" Eden shouted at three of the 4 million kids in the car, they were the only ones awake. I looked out the window and saw the welcome to Atlanta sign too bad we aren't stopping here we have to go all the way to stupid Kentucky. I let out a sharp sigh all I can think about is Dustin it makes me sad sometimes I guess Eden knew because she looked at me and tilted her head with a worried look "you ok?" She asked, I was surprised usually she doesn't care... "I'm fine just thinking" I reply she turns back around and starts talking to mom, Eden has never been big on boys she says she has too much to do to deal with boys not that any of them she knows are cute they are all pretty much ugly...in my opinion-...

*a few hours later*

I saw some of my siblings moving around, just great I only got a few hours of complete silence before they just had to start waking up. I look at Eden sometimes and wish I were her she's so pretty I don't get it why cant I look like HER im sure boys drool over her all the time I'm just the ugly little sister that stands behind her so they don't look at her you know. I stare out the window at the passing buildings until we get stuck in traffic and I just stare at the hotel windows hoping to see a couple standing in the window so I can pretend it's me and Dustin yeah I know cringy. "How much longer ma?" I heard Eden's stern voice it used to be sweet but from talking to our siblings all day and getting on to them it got stuck that way, "not much longer we have a few more hours depending on traffic" I heard my mothers sweet voice it didn't match her face because she just looks dead... it's probably because of the job she works at she's never home at least her voice is nice to listen to... "stop." I heard Eden's stern voice again I quickly looked at her to see her pointing at one of them that was bouncing around, he quickly stopped... I usually have to help Eden not get so mad when it comes to getting on to them we almost got in big trouble when Eden threw one of the kids against the wall thank god he wasn't badly hurt. 
I lean my head back and stare at the car roof, white. I hear the rest of the kids waking up and a few bumps here and there but nothing like when we first started, and then suddenly I felt tears in my eyes "you ok sue?" I heard Eden talk in her sweet calming voice and looked at her "I'm good" my voice was high pitched and wobbly, I didn't even know why I was crying it's so stupid, it's been happening a lot recently though...whatever it's fine I'll be fine.

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