Suzies pov.

I Hate You.

'i opened my eyes...swaying? a bright light? "E-Eden?" her dark eyes meet mine "morning"...A little smile appeared and faded just as quick..she layed me on the couch "there" she bolted out the door sat on the sidewalk and began to cry...i watched...from the couch...through the window..'i hate her' it kept repeating in my head..i sat and watched as she soaked the side walk in tears that had poured down her face...i watched as she pulled something out of her pocket...i watched as she took that thing....i quickly stood up and ran out the door..i stood right in front of her and said with tears in my eyes.. "i hate you!"i turned and ran inside..im so confused...thats not what i wanted to say..i ran through the house into the bathroom and i just sat on the floor...i smelled that smell...what smell?...oh! i ran out of the bathroom....i met Edens dark brown eyes again....mom stepped in front of her breaking our eye contact...i stepped in the kitchen.. "hey sue!" my moms bright blue eyes and sweet voice told me it was safe...and that Eden wasnt going to kill me...Eden looked at me with wide eyes..kinda asking me if i was going to say anything about what i saw outside...i gave her the nod of reassurance that i wasnt going to say anything..i watched the relief rush through her.. i rolled my eyes as she gripped the pocket it was in..i wasnt sure what it was...or why she was doing it...im going to find out...i have to find out. "theres cookies sue" my mom stepped in front of me breaking me and Edens eye contact again "i know mom" i smiled at her...my mom has always tried her hardest...so did dad..i looked into my moms eyes i could see the sadness and held back tears inside of them..i look like him..shes sees him in me..i can feel her staring right through me..i bet she thought if she looked hard enough she would find him..i think she found that she was wrong after she did a little nod, sighed and walked away. I stepped to the table and grabbed a few of the cookies...Eden looked like mom..the only thing she had of dads was his brown eyes..she dyed her hair, she said that blonde hair (from our mother) and brown eyes (from our dad) didnt mix, so she dyed it to make herself look better...but deep down we all know she just didnt want to be anything like our mother...I never really understood why...but this week im determined to be closer with her to figure exactly why Eden took those things...and why she never wants to look like mom...i will figure it out...i have to.

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