DREAM (Odeya)

Chapter 12

Even if an angel sang,i can't ever accept a female partner. Singing with her means training,spending every day together until nationals. I would loose it.

If there was a female singer whom I am comfortable with I would have chosen that person but there isn't. It's only nana and I sure as hell cant go back to her.

After the issue with the last competition I tried forcing myself to befriend female singers, I knew nationals was coming so I really pushed myself. But I didn't , I couldn't , there was no one I could accept or befriend , I didn't like anyone.

Right from time befriending people was hard for me , because of the way my birth parents trained me. I make friends once in a blue moon, my family were my only friends.

After I lost them i just shut the world out. I didn't want anyone close to me.

Then I met her , she was that once in a blue moon friend after I lost my family.

Through her , i started living, I made other once in a blue moon friends.

But after her , I can't do it anymore. It feels like the door has been shut again and now  it's mostly against the female gender - especially people like her , idols.

I hate them. I can't even force myself.
I know this girl can't be found and that is why I am giving this reply

" Dad until then "I said and they nodded.

Soon the cleared out and i walked sir edwardo to the door. he handed Me a bag.

"Do not fail me Bryan. " he said. I nodded breathing out.

" here Your mom cooked,since you Wont come home to visit her"he said. I took the bag then bowed.

" Bryan is that food--"jeremy asked, before I could reply evan and jace ran into the kitchen.

Jeremy's POV.
The funny part is how we have enough money to eat out but we just don't remember to do so and we only get hungry when we actually see food.

"Sora can't cook, then the cook who comes Saturday? The worst " Jace said making me laugh.

" I starved so much I gave myself a fast. My starving can't be in vain" evan said

They both sat on the dinning table

" oppa walk faster" Jace said to Bryan while tapping the table. Bryan moved over then dropped the flask on the table. They both raised their hands  at the same time he used his fork to hit their hands that made me smile.

" wash your hands" Bryan said and they both ran away each struggling to get there first.

He filled a flat plate with fried chicken then left every other thing in the flask for them. I got wine from the bar.

We sat facing the tv and ate. Jace and evan returned then sat on the dinning table , it didn't take long for them to start fighting as usual.

" take the chicken I would take the fish"
" if you take the soup the stew is mine
" I want radish, she added cucumber salad because of me
" it's my noodles
" let's call her
" you eat so much

Bryan would not even look back - it's their tradition, and Jace is the one talking

" the live shows tonight?" Bryan said eating the chicken lap.
" should. u didn't get the text?" I asked emptying my cup of wine
" thought it was shifted." he said
" ur dad refixed the show. he said it's better once and for all" I said
"guys practice in 5" Bryan said to jace and Evan. Then walked into his room.

I relaxed and faced the tv. I heard odeyas song play in Bryan's room. I reduced the tv volume. The Bryan I know is busy wishing she is never found.

dreame by Chidinma Jerry