Chapter 43

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Bryan stood up and sat beside me. Just him being that close set me on fire.

" why " he asked

He is too smart, he didn't wait for me to say no , he got it from my body language.

I turned my face to look at him and our faces met, my eye fell on his lips . I gulped, it took  all the self control in the world to stop myself from leaning in and kissing Bryan , now that I was finally free to do so.

I looked up to his eyes and he just watched me quietly. I closed my eye and looked down

" it's against my principles. Casual sex, It's not the kind of woman I want to be. I see sex as a big deal and I want to grow up with that mentality sir. " I said.

He smiled

" am really sorry sir " I said then bowed. 
I stood up but Bryan held my hand , I turned

" where are you going?  go to bed. I would leave" Bryan said I nodded then sat down , I watched him pick his phones, our eyes met as he picked the pillow.

Finally Bryan walked out. Watching him leave was so painful,  what if he can't handle it and he decides to just go out. A lot of woman here would even pay him to choose them.

This thought made sleep leave my eyes. I just watched him. he sat on the chair then  drank from a bottle 




Bryans POV
Deya I love you so much. i think I loved you right from that night when you saved my life.

I love you, I love every single thing about you. The way you smile, the way you look when you are confused or nervous , how shy you get , when you talk in a loud voice, your innocence , the way you walk carelessly like a kid, your laughter, the way you look at me, the way you dress , I fell for you so bad that I fell in love with every single thing about you.

But I can't date , I don't know. A purely sexual relationship is the only way I can control my emotions. It's the only way I don't get weak.

Assuming deya said yes I would have made her my mistress, I would give her any and everything money can buy then keep her by my side forever, but I would still marry Alison .

And I was certain she would say yes. I mean a woman never said no to me before. 

Plus , I know she likes me. I don't know how much but I just know she does. And She is at that age where girls just want to have fun, where girls would do anything when they see an idol.

I have money, i am good looking, it's Literally impossible for any woman to resist me. But this girl said no ,at 19. How can she be so fucking principled.

She said no and that ends it. I even regret asking her for sex , Deya is indeed different. she deserves better than just a mistress.

She is everything I ever wanted. I can't loose deya, I have to be with her. Even if that means choosing her over Alison.

Deya I would help you become exactly the kind of woman you dream to be.
I would make sure you get every single thing you want without bending your principles.

You would achieve your goals, and be like every other girl in dream high if not better . Idols would wish to be you. I love you deya and I want to tell you. I want to own you, I want you in my life so badly. But a lot of things are still hanging - I never knew I would fall in love or want to date again so a lot of things are messy. I don't want to drag you out and hurt you or leave you. Kim nana is already a hand full for you. I just need a little more time.

I walked up and she was sleeping. I covered her body well then sat beside her

"Deya"I said  she opened her eye.
"Sir"she said shifting back a bit
" deya I came to apologize. I was joking. I swear I wasn't serious " I said she smiled , she is so easy
" ok sir" she said I smiled then gently patted her hair, before i knew it the girl fell asleep again. She sleeps so much

I looked at her arms which she wrapped around her chest, I just  want to unlock them and move into her arms so she can wrap them around me instead.


Zaina pov
nana walked into the living room then sat on the chair.

" I can't believe Bryan took deya to the show. I am not going to sit back and allow deya grow closer to Bryan" nana said

" I don't even understand what is wrong with Bryan. Maybe he is still trying to make you jealous cause why would he want to go close to deya? A commoner " Bella said

" it's possible he likes her. Truth be told deya is a very beautiful girl, Bryan is a man, she has been around him for a long time so it's possible he is getting attracted her. After all, Bryan likes pretty things " Kira said

" then we have take her far away from him before this attraction becomes something serious. It's time we made deya a hate student " I said

" yes nana. Students would bully her and finally she would leave" Kira said

" no hate student ever survived in dream high nana, all the dream high hate students committed suicide" I said

" to punish deya the way we want we need a very powerful hate card. To generate that kind of hate card we need the signature of at least one dream idol" Kira said

" now all of them like deya" Bella said

" send it to Austin . He would sign  it" nana said

" when was the last time he signed a card, he is always busy, plus what would I tell him she did " Kira said

" just lie. use my laptop- he would sign it" nana said

" am doing this now" Kira said then picked nanas laptop.

" I pity deya" Bella said

" done, Austin approved" Kira said

We laughed

" deya should enjoy her stay here- once she returns to Korea she would regret the day she set her eyes on Bryan." Nana said

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