perfect 4 me | matt sturniolo x fem oc

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i woke up hearing a knock at my bedroom door.

"brooke, honey. it's time to get up. i made you breakfast and mary lou said the boys are expecting you." she said loud enough for me to hear through the door

"okay. i'm up. let me change and i'll be right down." i responded

i put on a green sweater, some ripped mom jeans and my black converse. i looked in the mirror at myself. i wish i could be one of those pretty girls. the clean looking girls. instead, you can see the dread in my baby shit green eyes, my pale skin making me look so lifeless. the scar in between my eyes makes me look like a fucking hooligan. my freckles damn near faded from the lack of sun. this is why i don't leave the house with out make up. i put on some concealer, mascara, eyeliner, blush and chapstick. to be honest i'm not gonna bother brushing my hair. it just makes it frizzy. plus it's not even that tangled. l just comb through it with my hands.

after i finished getting ready for the day i went down stairs to eat breakfast with ceilia. i sat down at the table and began eating.

"so. you wanna tell me about last night with matt?" she asked sitting in front of me.

"well i mean, we just went to get food. we ate it while we talked, parked in some random empty parking lot." i answered eating another spoon full.

"what did y'all talk about?" ceilia questioned further.

"life i guess." i answered finishing up my food

"well i'm glad you two are getting closer." she said.

i put my plate in the sink and washed my hands.

"me too. anyway i should probably get going. i promised them i'd come over as soon as possible." i laughed

"alright sweet girl you have fun okay? i'm leaving for work in a couple hours but i'll be back before dark okay?" she said kissing my forehead.

"i will. and okay. i'll call you if anything happens. bye ceilia" i said walking out the front door.

i walked over to the sturniolos house and noticed how beautiful the autumn weather is. it just gives me so much hope and serotonin. i made it up to their front door and knocked softly.

"hey sweatheart! the boys will be happy to see you. they would not shut up about you yesterday!" mary lou said as she opened the door for me.

"aww that's sweet." i said walking in and feeling the warmth of the house warming my body back up.

"nick and chris are awake, but one of you may have to get matt up. i guess he stayed up later for some reason." mary lou said unknowingly making my face heat up since i was the reason he stayed up later.

"okay thank you. i'll just wake him up now." i laughed nervously.

i walked up stairs and headed to the room that chris went to when he went to get matt yesterday. i hope this is matt's room. please be matt's room! i screamed in my head as i opened the door.

and there he was. sleeping so peacefully. i tried to be as quiet as i could while walking closer to his bed. i sat on the side of the bed, right next to him as i looked down at his calmed rested face. he's so beautiful i thought to myself, moving some hair out of his face. fuck i probably look so creepy. i should hurry and wake him.

"matty. wake up. i'm back" i said lightly shaking him. i saw his eyes flutter so i stopped.

"hmm? oh. hey brooke what's up." he said in a low sleepy voice while sitting up. hearing his sleepy voice made my stomach crowd with butterflies. brooke stop fawning. he's just a friend remember? nothing more.