Our Future Together.

Lets Talk.

Yeahhhhhh soo. .I'm alive :]

First of all. Here's the picture i mentioned in the other chapter.

Shoto tho- anyways.

I'm sorry for disappearing for god knows how long. (I didn't keep count) I do hope you guys forgive me for that ●3~

But yeah. So. Let's get to the serious part-

Some of you are probably wandering what the title means. And I'm here to explain it 👀✨️

So grab your gorgeous/handsome self something to drink, or a snack. Cause you and me are going to have a talk.

(God I feel like a parent saying that. Anyways-)

First of all, I wanna properly introduce myself to all of you.

Hi 👋  my name is Jas. Well- my nickname that is. People call me all kinds of things, some are hurtful, and some are annoying. But who cares, they are just nicknames, right?

I'm turning 16 soon :) and I'm entering my so called- "adult life" 😮‍💨 whatever the fuck that is. When school starts here in my country, I'm entering my first year in senior high ✨️👄✨️ Yassss for me for coming all this way 😌💅✨️

Some of the things I like are reading, especially smutty books 😏 if you know what I mean 👀 I like drawing, listening to music, playing games on my phone, listening to all of the tea's my family, especially my mom has🍵, making scenarios in ma head- which I heard isn't normal btw 😬 but do I care? Nope. It helps me go to sleep, and is basically something to keep me occupied.

If yall have been here for quite some time, yall know how much I love coffee 💁‍♀️☕️ especially when I have something sweet right next to eat 😋 

My favorite colors are black ⚫️,  yellow 🌝, red ⛔️, baby blue 💎, and every color money comes with 💵. I mean- who doesn't like the color of money 😏.

I think- I'm about 5'7. People around me say I'm to tall for my own age. And I completely agree with them. Being tall is nice, but I sometimes hate it 😮‍💨 and not to mention that I'm not built like a girl. I'm built like a boy 👦 and I really hate it- cause like, I can't wear any types of dresses 🥲 I recently bought one, and all of my family members body shamed me instead 🤪 they said I should just stick with jeans. And I kind of see why.

I walk, act, sit like a boy. So a dress? Huh. Probably not meant for me 🥳 but I still wanna wear it. And maybe in the future I will.

I'm a pretty average gal. I live a normal life in a problematic asian household. I'm an only child, but I do have two cousins. Ones still a baby, and the other is one year older then me. But I'm taller so people usually assume that I'm the oldest 🤣 and I don't know why, but sometimes, when i going out with my mom, and yes, I'm taller then her aswell. Heck- I'm taller then everybody in my family. Except for my second uncle, cause that mother fucker is something around 6'4, 6'2 or something.

So yeah, back to what I was saying. People sometimes assume that we are sisters. And it's so funny when my mom starts to explain to them that she is actually my mom.

I have a lot more funny stories likes this, but we're moving on🚶‍♀️.

Some fun fact about me is- I've never had ice coffee.

Another one is- Everybody knows what a sharpener is, right? What am I even talking about. Of course everyone knows what that is. But anyways- my dumb ass child self had the opportunity to have one of those. And instead of using it to sharpen a damn pencil. I instead used it to sharpen my index finger-

Let's just say I got traumatized with using a sharpener for about- two days or so? Yeah. I basically saw a nice looking sharpener inside a store that made me forget about that stupid incident. What can I say, it had some nice ass looking hello kitty stickers on it. And back then, I was obsessed with that cat.

Some of favorite animals are wolf's, crow's, an owl, elephants, and turtles. I'm also obsessed with dragons. I even wanna get a tattoo of a dragon on my back. But my family is against it, saying that it won't look good and that it would be to painful.

(Jokes on them I have a pain kin-)

Pretend I didn't say that.

Anygays-

I don't really have that much friends. People say that I'm "scary" or that I look "mean." But I'm actually not. I'm pretty nice. People that knows my dad always tell me how much I look like him, and I tend to joke around telling them that I'm a yassified version of him. And I spend about 5 to 6 minutes trying to explain to them what yassified means.

I don't have any favorite shows cause I don't really watch those that have a lot of episodes. I get bored real quick. Cartoons however, yes. Yes I do.

Niihau cailan, chowder, wanda and the alien, umizoomi, courage the Cowardly Dog, bubble guppies, Ben & holly's Little Kingdom. I love you- no. I'll marry you if you watched any of those bangers. I remember waking up so early just to watch niihau cailan, and basically all of those.

My morning wouldn't be complete if I missed even one of those. I would be so bummed for the whole day.

I don't play any instruments, tho I do wish to learn the piano. I'm not good at anything. Talking, yes. I'm good at having conversations going, even if it's with a stranger.

And yeah. I guess that's pretty much everything I'm comfortable in sharing with yall.

Now, let's talk about my days on this app.

I joined wattpad around November, 2019. At first, I was just reading stories from different writers. But then, I slowly started to think of a story of my own.

And that's when I thought of my very first book. "Our Future Together". I had alot of fun making that, and I remember making the first chapter. I don't know why I thought of writing those things. But I was in a cringe era back then.

And then comes my next book, which got deleted. And then came my other book, which again, got deleted ;) both those books were one shots. And I really enjoyed making every single one of those chapters. I basically put all my blood and sweat into making those chapters.

So when both of said books got deleted, I was really saangry. Sad, and angry, not to mention I didn't have breakfast yet when I saw that my third book got deleted 🥲

But anyways. I don't want to make this long. So I'll get to it already.

Im dropping this book.

Yes I know, I just basically got back to posting for it. But lately, I'm kind of getting bored with writing. I just- don't feel the excitement I used to have when writing. Plus, I'm not able to think for the next part anymore 😮‍💨

I'm really sorry. But I also do hope you guys understand. With school just around the corner, I'm sure I won't have time to make chapters anymore.

I'm not sure if ill ever be back here, or if I'll ever go back to posting again. So I won't make any promises because I'm sure I'm not gonna keep them. I don't want to disappoint you guys ⚫️👅🕳

Anyways. Again, I'm sorry for disappearing for a long time. I went to check the last chapter I posted and I was gone for 21 days. Counting this day.

Im so grateful for all of you guys. I don't know how to express the happiness I feel for having you guys. Be it words, or action. I love you all. And I'm so happy you guys read this book.

Now.

This is yall girl Avayaz, signing off.