10. Forever and always

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My Bestfriend

Chapter 10

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Draco and I are on "better terms" meaning we're both still pretty pissed at each other after our last fight but we're dealing with each other as of now, and boy is he making it hard. Remember how when he "apologized" he said hed "stay away from her" ? Well that was a bloody lie. Cause not even three days later I walked in on them in bed together and Christ I wanted to puke, but she thought it was hilarious how grossed out I was. So she brings it up on a daily basis now. Saying that I walked in on purpose cause I'm a nonce. Funny thing is, both of them are older than I am. I just choose to ignore her, cause if anything she's as worn out as the cushions of the train seats.

I'm currently laying in bed smoking a joint by myself, it's Friday night, and we have a game Monday. Meaning Draco got the team out of class today so he could bitch us all out at practice, so I wanted to relax after a long hot shower when I hear them at it again. Merlin do you two ever give it a bloody rest? I groaned putting my book down, then putting the joint out and walking out of my dorm down to the commons and sitting on the couch with Blaise and Goyal. Where's the other one? Blaise looked at me as I sat down a bit confused. Who? I looked at Goyal. The short  round one? They both looked at me with confusion plastered on their faces. Crabbe you nit wits. Where's crabbe? I rolled my eyes as Goyals face changed to realization and he sat back. Ohhhh he went to snag some cookies for us. I nodded and relit the joint handing it to Blaise. Why'd you come down? I laid my head back. I wanted to relax and read for the night but nooo. I've gotta hear them going at it like dogs. I swear his dick probably has more Bacteria on it than the bloody toilet seats. Blaise rolled his eyes handing me the joint back. Who? I looked at Goyal. Who do you think? Draco and Parkinson of course. I looked at him eyeing my hand with the joint so I handed him it. Woah now Don't go too crazy on us y/n. He laughed as I rolled my eyes. What? I laid my head back again and he pushed my shoulder a bit making me look at him. When have you ever shared your joints with anyone other than Draco and I? I laughed a bit. Never but the git was eyeing it like a child in a candy store and he hasn't been all that annoying this week. Goyal handed me the blunt back coughing a bit as crabbe ran back in. Oh hey y/n... I didn't know you were coming down so I don't know if there's enough for you... I can go get mor- I heard a door slam making me look back and see Pansy running from the boys dormitories. Have fun up there Parkinson? She flipped me off. You're a slag you know that? Stupid stupid slag. I should hex yo- I started to laugh and looked back at crabbe. Sorry for interrupting you but I 'm fine thanks though Vincent not too much of a fan of cookies myself. Both of them looked at me with shock plastered on their face. What? They looked at each other then back at me. Well two things... one you just called me by my first name... I started to laugh. Yeah I tend to be nicer when I'm high don't ruin it. He nodded and quickly put a cookie in his mouth. The other thing? He looked at Goyal who put had just finished chewing a cookie. Well if you don't like cookies what sweets do you like? I went to reply when a deep voice spoke over me, the same deep voice that gave me butterflies every time I heard it lately... she has a few things she loves but her top favorites are probably pumpkin pasties and Licorice wands. I turned my head towards the platinum blonde and crossed my arms. I hope you showers before coming down here. Cause I don't wanna smell sex, sweat and fish. He rolled his eyes. Yes mother I did shower. Can't you tell my hair is wet? I mocked him as he sat down taking the joint from my hands. Since when did you share with others? I looked at him a bit confused. Wha- he blew the smoke in my face. Goyal is stoned. And you're the only one with anything right now so? I took the joint back from his mouth. I don't need to explain myself to you. Go fuck the slag some more and piss off. He groaned at I got up from the couch. Don't be like that right now y/n. I flipped him off as I walked up to my dorm slamming the door in the process. He really does know how to push my buttons doesn't he.

It's super late, when I went up to my dorm I had fallen asleep and I just woke up to yelling. No Pansy I just don't like you okay? I've told you this a million fucking times you're a good fuck that's all. Now piss off. I heard a scoff. It's cause you like her don't you? I got up from bed slowly and walked to my bathroom door to listen more. No Pansy I don't like her like that she's my best friend but even if I fucking did why would it matter. I heard something slam down. You like her- no you bloody love her and the slag loves you back I can tell she always take peoples boyfriends so why wouldn't she take mine. That's why you two always fight and flirt and UGH. I heard the door open. We aren't together fuck. Just- Get out merlin it's too early for this shit. I heard her scream a bit in anger before the door slammed shut. I got back in my bed as I heard the bathroom door open and a soft knock came from the bathroom door. Y/n? You awake? I didn't reply and just pretended to be asleep as he opened the door. Christ why everytime I need you are you sleeping... it was silent for a while before I felt him sit beside me and kiss my head softly. I do love you y/n... you're the best thing to have ever happened to me... I know I'm an ass and I don't listen but it's only cause I don't wanna loose you... and I know you can't hear me but I really hope you don't ever leave me... cause I truly think I'd go insane without you... he was softly rubbing my arm and I just laid there... I didn't know whether to pretend to wake up and ask if he was okay or stay "asleep"... but again after a couple of minutes I decided to pretend to wake up and roll over only to see him with tears staining his face. Dray? What's wrong? He let out a quiet sob as I sat up, I hadn't known he was crying but it made me feel like shit. Don't leave me y/n... please... I rubbed his back as I sat against my headboard with him hugging me. I never planned to Draco what's wrong... he shook his head as he quietly sobbed into my chest. There's just so much...everyone says we won't last... that our friendship is fake and- it hurts. I'm sick of people saying shit like that and just... fuck I'm sorry I'm being a baby... I just- I can't loose you... I hugged him tighter as tears filled my eyes. I love you dray... I'm not leaving I promise... as long as you're here I'm here... remember it's me and you against the world okay? We're gonna get out of this hell hole and live our lives just as we always planned okay? No matter how bad the fight is we will always make it through. He lifted his head from my chest and I wiped the tears from his face. It's just me and you forever and always okay? He nodded as I kissed his cheek, tears staining my face as well. Forever and always... he whispered that while we just looked at each other, and that's when I realized he was leaning in...he slowly leaned in and placed his lips to mine, it was only a brief moment, a small peck on the lips but it felt amazing, we both just laughed a bit, that wasn't the first time nor would it be the last we had pecked each other on the lips, but for whatever reason it felt different, and for whatever reason... I wish it had lasted longer... soon I guess we both ended up passing out, tears staining the both of our faces as we were tangled up in the bed together, but neither of us caring, this is we're I felt safe, in his arms... his whisper ringing in my ears as I fell asleep... forever and always...

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I know this one is shorter but be warned for some switches in the next few chapters:) 

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