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[ Look of love ] - [Chan x Changbin] - editing...

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Editing typos:] Edited: LOOK O- - - - - Look at the way they look at each other. Isn't that the look of love? Changbin tries to heal his broken heart by telling himself he deserves better, and Chan is just a lonely boy looking for love. What woul...

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Chris is found lying on his bed softly sobbing, hiding under the blankets covering his body
Why am I like this... no one will love you if you keep doing this... why can't I stop being such a crybaby...
He cried harder gripping onto the sheets as if his life depended on them
He felt like he was standing near the end of a cliff and was just a step away from falling into the abyss as he stared down towards it
He didn't want to be sad all the time
But he couldn't help it, he felt so lonely, he wouldn't eat or sleep properly most of the time
He curled up into a ball while trying to calm his breathing
Inhale
Exhale
Inhale
Exhale
Inhale
Exhale
He stood from his bed and headed towards the bathroom, looking at himself in the mirror he felt even sadder, he washes his face and heads back into the room
He walks into his closet and picks out an oversized hoodie and some sweatpants, later changing into them
He heads down the stairs and grabs his keys and a cap that he later places onto his head, once he stepped foot outside he turns around to lock the door
Not having anywhere else to go he decides to enjoy the nice weather and take a late night walk around the park not too far from his home
Tears fill his eyes as he looks up to the night sky
Not now....
He wipes them away with his sleeves and continues to walk
Later taking a seat on one of the park's benches he stays silent, thinking to himself why he acted so pathetically, why he couldn't do anything right
Why can't things go the way I want them to
Why does it feel like the world is against the thought of me being happy for once...
I'm scared...
Will anybody ever save me and notice...?
I just want someone to love and love me back, is that so hard to ask for...?
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