sometimes i just stay in my room for long hours at a time because its the only time i feel safe.
i listen to music, envisioning the unknown, subsequent future that lies ahead of me.
and cogitate about the past, my past.
i get emotional from realizations that hit me out of the blue.
i realize in precise detail all the mistakes I've made in the past
and i drown in tears of regret.
my past demons still haunt me. but i have come to discover that instead of fighting them, i should be in sync with them.
