no regrets - S.R

17

as y/n told suna almost everything, she cried. it hurt talking about it, she felt like she was over it, but this was part of what made her, her.

she finished telling him and he pulled her into a hug. "why would that make me view you any differently?" suna didn't know this toshiro dude, but he wanted to kick his ass. he wasn't pitying y/n. he felt as though he was there to protect her from these things. those terrible things. he couldn't travel back in time and save her, he had to be there for now. as much as he could.

they pulled away from each other and suna wiped her tears. "you need sleep, y/n. you're drunk and your head probably hurts." suna kissed her forehead as she laid back down.

sniffling, she watched him tuck her in. she didn't know what this feeling was, but she felt like she needed him.

suna turned off the light and went to leave.

"rintarou?"

a wave of relief washed over him as he heard his name be softly spoken. he felt like a complete dick for leaving her in such a state. he just didn't want her to feel uncomfortable. he knew she was intoxicated and him being there could bring back unwanted feelings.

"yeah?" he turned around.

"could you stay?" she was sitting up now. "unless you don't want to. you obviously don't have to." she rambled.

"of course i can." suna walked to the other side of the bed and laid down. making sure to keep distance.

"closer." her words caught him off guard. "could we... cuddle? if you don't want to—" she was cut off by him pulling her close.

her head laid against his chest and his arms were wrapped firmly around her. his breathing echoing in his chest as his heartbeat sang.

"thank you." she murmured.

he hummed in response and gently stroked her head. "just try and rest, y/n. i'll be here when you wake up." he kissed her head.

suna waited until he was sure she was asleep to let himself slip into slumber. her soft snores and light breathes confirmed his thought. eventually, he too, was consumed by his drowsiness.

2:57 p.m.

y/n woke to the clutter and noise from downstairs, meaning some others were most likely awake. she felt the warmth of suna behind her, arms wrapped around her waist, her soft breathing against her neck and his legs tangled with hers. she found herself smiling. she moved to face him. he looked beautiful even asleep. he looked peaceful.

"rin." she booped his nose. his eyes and eyebrows scrunched slightly. "rinnn, it's time to wake up." she lightly sang.

he peeked one eye open and saw her. her hair was slightly messy and she had smudged mascara under her eyes. even like this she looked gorgeous. "g'morning, y/n." his morning voice was deep and raspy.

y/n blushed at this. lightly yes, but her face was hot. she found his morning face extremely attractive. "good morning, rintarou." she kissed his cheek and got out of bed. "i think some of the others are awake." she explained as she yawned and stretched.

suna hummed as a reply and closed his eyes again. this is the best he's slept in a while. lately his insomnia has gotten worse and the restless nights had gotten longer. but tonight he felt great, like he had slept forever. maybe this was her doing, her presence that calmed his never stopping mind. her warmth that warmed his freezing brain that wouldn't let him feel warmth.

y/n smiled at him as he laid peacefully once again. she kissed his forehead and wandered her way downstairs.

suna could definitely get used to this. he took a few moments, but he made his way downstairs as well.