too dumb - rinney

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TW//SH
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for the last couple of days, all six of them had been having so much fun doing fun stuff that regular people do.

finney felt so selfish for that,
people like him don't deserve to be having fun after he help with something like that, he felt so guilty, he knew it was.

a week had pasted by since they had murdered ava and the boys,

they were outside having a small cookout, they were cooking laughing, talking, eating, having fun as usual

yet finney still felt so guilty,
it made him want to throw up.

"i'll be back guys" finney said with a fake smile on his face getting up from his chair

"okii" everyone said think that finney was just going to go get or do something.

they were really wrong though

finney went inside their wooden house, he quickly went over to the closest thing he could throw up in, in the sink

the threw up in the sink for a good minute, once he was done he put some water in his mouth and mixed it in his mouth and then spit it out

he took a couple of breaths before he looked over at the counter and saw a bunch of knives set up on the counter

he didn't even think about anything,
not gwen
not robin

he just took the knife and held it in his hand, it took him a second before he held the knife on his wrist.

mind blank
no thoughts
just a quick and deep slash .

he fell to the ground, dropping the knife on the floor, his blood started to grow on the kitchen floor
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after about four minutes everyone was starting to question where finney was, but just payed more attention to each other talking

"i'll be back i needa use the bathroom" ruby said getting up from vance lap and heading inside to use the restroom

ruby passed by the living room, she was about to pass the kitchen heading to the restroom when she saw something from the corner of her eye while passing threw the kitchen

"what the fuck!" ruby yelled
"FINNEY, OH MY GOD" ruby yelled even louder

she was so scared, so scared.
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everyone from the outside had heard ruby yell, they all quickly got up and ran towards where the yelling was coming from.

ruby continued screaming, her voice was cracking from her crying as well.

they all walked in and saw finney against the bottom cabinet under the sink, his blood started spreading along the floor .

they all stud their for a second to process what the hell they were looking at,

"FINNEY NO NO FINNEY PLEASE NO NOT AGAIN FINNEY" robin yelled dropping on the floor in front of finney cupping his face with his two hands

vance also quickly dropped down to the floor as well, he grabbed as many hand cloth as he could to stop finney from bleeding.
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"no, no finney" gwen said to herself feeling sick to her stomach by seeing her brother, tears rolling down her face,

she couldn't think at all,
absolutely nothing could run threw her mind at this moment,
she could only see her brother in front of her, just laying there hopelessly.

"gwenny it's ok, everything is going to be ok," donna said trying to get into gwen's head
"look at me my love" donna said holding gwen's face and pushing it towards hers

gwen was now looking at donna with the most saddest eyes,
they were red, puffy and watery

"listen to me ok, come sit" donna said dragging gwen to the living room so gwen wouldn't have to see anything anymore

donna sat down and placed gwen on her lap, "look at me, he's going to be fine, he always has been, ok, he's so strong, ok, you understand" donna said pushing gwen's hair out of her face

gwen only stared into donna eyes,
no words came out.
she was in so much disbelief,
her poor brother, why.
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"RUBY GO GET THAT MEDICAL BOOK OR WHAT EVER THE FUCK FROM THE BOOKSHELF NOW" vance said nervously

ruby ran towards the bookshelf in the living room, "a, b, c, d, e, f, g, h, i, j, k, l, m." ruby quickly mumbled to herself trying to see where the book was placed

"GOT IT" ruby said pulling it out and running back to vance and robin

"what dose it say i have to do?!?!" vance said while his voice cracked

"it says to-" ruby explained everything that vance had to do

they obviously couldn't take finney to the hospital, they couldn't just show up like that, not after what they did, they had no choice but to do it themselves.
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robin was still cupping finney's face
both of them sobbing

"i'm sorry robin" finney whispered to robin, "why." robin said

"i don't like what i did" finney whispered
"you didn't do shit" robin said sounding mad, sad, just upset

"i don't like that i helped robin." finney managed to get out

"finney please, why, it's not fair."
robin said placing his head on finney's chest while sobbing

"i love you" finney said into robins ear

robin picked his head up and placed a soft kiss on finney's lips

"i love you" robin said
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words: 947
sorry it's short🙏🏽
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