The grabber x reader

Chapter 6~  decisions

Sorry bout the wait. I've been a bit busy but ima try and write a couple chapters for you. Enjoy :)
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It's been a couple of days. Al has kept you in the basement due to some "other" issues in the house. You've yet discovered what he means, it's built up worry. Not much has changed after that night, his personality seems the same, he's kind as usual, more charming this time, nor flirtatious. He seems very infatuated, almost in love. You didn't know how you felt, sleeping with him has gotten in your head. It seemed so wrong but your body gave in. It almost betrayed you over lust.

You seemed more emotional thinking about it, you never used any kind of protection which has worried only a little. You were on birth control but being away from home you haven't exactly gotten the chance to take it. Though you've felt fine physically, it would be a while before signs were shown. You couldn't help but feel depressed, being locked up ofc didn't help. Als been feeding you different meals everyday which is a nice change, he gave you some blankets and a pillow to help with the cold.

But you couldn't help feel him distancing himself here and there. He's seem irritated with himself and just walks alway. It made you curious on his upbringing, maybe he wasn't loved. He could have been abused, or lied to. Something horrible, maybe bullied. He did show off some different personality's. One of them even turns you on. Which is disgusting to say the least in another perspective and just plain inappropriate but you liked it. The adrenaline rush it gave you when he put his hands on you. He felt almost possessive, rough, but it made you curl and turn in such a good way.

You couldn't help these thoughts and feeling running through you, it was like a virus. Sanity was your cure but you yet didn't except it. It felt good to feel almost free, free from the fear and the pain. You didn't feel lonely, it was oddly comforting ,and quite interesting. Al can be a bad person, the things he does is awful, murder isn't acceptable in this world, and in your eyes. It was so painfully confusing to you, your head felt like it ran a hundred miles.

All of this distraction you never noticed Al at the door. "What are you thinking about?" He questioned deeply. His presence seemed dark, very irritated. You didn't know why he was the way he was but it's nothing you can control. He was impatient with you, asking once more "I didn't fucking stutter did I? What's on your mind?" He aggressively approached. You on the other hand, was not taking it. "Why does it fucking matter? Huh? What does me telling you what's on my mind gonna do? I'm locked down here, got plenty of time to think. Pull that stick out your ass" your sassy attitude was not appreciated.

He grabbed you hard pushing you too the wall, almost winding you. The air got thicker, the room felt dense. Anger just radiating around it. Both of you carried very bipolar emotions, and just took it out on one another. You couldn't help but smile, moving your leg between his, lightly rubbing the dark trousers with your thigh, not close enough to touch his unmentionables. Just enough to tease him. His eyes shut behind the mask. The lower half gone. "Why are you so tense?" You whisper, wanting to be closer. "Are you afraid of something? Of me?" His eyes opened, tilting his head, a boiling gaze in his dark eyes. "Why. Would I be afraid of you?" You chuckle "i don't know. That's why I'm asking. You seems so insecure with yourself, so determined in your mind that nothing will be better. You need to relax, it's not like I can go anywhere" he couldn't help but look at your lips. Remembering how soft they were on his.

You cared about him. Deeply, you felt like you did, but you know nothing of him and have slept with him. It made you feel almost gross. His body eased, feeling more calm he holds your sides, pulling you to him. "I want to know you, if your not comfortable with it that's fine, but I know nothing of you." He sighed. "There isn't much to tell, you've pretty much seen me. Seen what I do, what I am. I'm monstrous to the world, they fear because of my choices. I can't go back on them and I can't fix them." You pitied him. You held his face with your hand, feeling his warm skin relax into the touch. The only affection he's ever received from someone, you've now changed that.

He feels almost grateful, taking you was wrong, he could have easily gotten to know you in a better manner, but yes he would have been right on you finding out who he is. Though, you can't shake this feeling of pity for him, it lingers around in you making your heart feel tight. Wanting to hold him and whisper it will all be ok. Comfort him like no other. It pained you to see someone fall apart on just touch, feeling his tears run down your hand. As you pull him closer to heat up each other in love. Pure uncontrollable love and appreciation that you could be someone to help him. He couldn't hold you any tighter and you didn't mind at all.

The moment lasted forever, just standing in place, hugging a mistreated, misunderstood character in a horror story. It felt like he carried a heart of gold, only it was tough to get to it. Someone who felt so burdened to this society, never being noticed like most. Being controlled and walked right over. It's heartbreaking no? To understand someone's perspective on life and see how dark it can be. It only held you closer to him, it only made you fall for him. Needing that peace in life was all he wanted. He couldn't help but fall into your grasp to inhale your sweet comforting sent. It felt almost intoxicating, but he loved it.

He slowly pulls from your grasp. Not looking at you, his head hung low. "I...I have a brother that lives with me, that's why I keep you down here" telling you in trust, he holds back his fear. Though you didn't care, he could be a good way to escape but no use in getting your hopes up. He could be just like the other. "Why is he here? Aren't you afraid he will figure you out?" Questioning bravely, he took a deep breath. "No, he's too doped up to even see me, he's been staying with me, trying to discover the killer yet snorting too much coke to even see a pattern. If he did discovered it...it would be quite nasty." His reply was genuine but dark towards the end.

You choked down fear, hoping he couldn't see it. "Well if that's what it comes to then...I guess that's all you can do. But Al I don't like being down here. It's gross and not very cozy"he nodded understanding what you meant. He couldn't risk you being found but didn't what you to escape. He couldn't read you, you were difficult to trust. He still trusted you ether way, deeply regretting it in his head. He grabs everything and leads you upstairs. Maybe then you two should decide on what to do.