Sturniolo Triplets

hated love (matt/romantic)

A/N: Okie dokie low-key active era but bruh im at my cottage with my cousins and my guy cousin reminds me of my ex-bf sm and it's scary lmfao

Y/NS POV:

"Babe, I'm going out with some guy friends. I'll be back before one, so you'll probably see me when you wake up," Carsen said, putting on his jacket, and grabbing his keys.

"Oh ok!" I reply, attempting not to be bothered or overthink the fact he specifically said 'guy friends'. "Have fun, stay safe!"

"Will do, love you," He says, him tying his shoes and opening the door.

"Love you too,"

He didn't say I love you..

Does he not love me?

The door closes, and while I'm on my phone making my way to the couch I hear the car pull out of the driveway and slowly fade away. I open messages and I call Nick, my best friend.

ring ring??? (you know the sound right? lmfao help)

"Hey omg we haven't hung out in so long come overr!" I hear through the phone before I even realize it was connected.

"I don't think I can, Carsen is out with his friends and I don't wanna be gone when he gets here," I frown and he looks at me with furrowed brows.

"Why would he care? We've been friends since middle school and I'm gay! It's not like you'd leave him to be with me. Unless..." I laugh and tell him that he and I are married.

"I don't want him to be alone and drunk. I just hope he won't be drinking and driving,"

"He won't! Stop worrying just come over for a little bit,"

"Okay fine, but if anything happens to him or me for that matter, you are out of my will!"

"Bitch you don't have shit to give me,"

"Calm the fuck down ho, I did not need that disrespect,"

"JUST COME OVER!"

"Okay, I need to shower first though. I'll text you when I'm on my way,"

"Okie dokie, bye babe,"

"Bye, lovely,"

The phone hangs up, and I make my way upstairs to the bathroom.

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I make my way downstairs, clicking on my phone and making sure Nick knows I'll be there in about 20 minutes. He hearts the message, and I put my phone down in the cup holder and turn the keys in the ignition.

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I pull into their driveway next to the van and I get out of the car. I lock it and walk into their house, not bothering to knock first. I make my way to Nick's room and lightly tap the door. He shouts come in, and I open the door.

"Ahhh youre finally here!"

"Ahhh I can tell!"

"Bitch,"

I laugh to myself and sit down on his bed, leaving the door open. Soon after Matt calls Nick and sees I was there. He got to the room as soon as possible, notifying Chris on his way. During the time of the three boys with me, I get a text.

MESSAGES

UNKNOWN

hey, y/n, it's quinn, one of carsens girl,,,,friends.
just wanted to let you know abt this bc this
is def messed up

Attachment: 1 Image

END MESSAGES

My eyes water as I view the picture. Carsen. Kissing. Harper.

"Y/n, you ok?" Matt whispers in my ear, sending shivers down my spine.

"Not really," I reply, setting my phone down on the island counter in front of us. Matt looks down and his brows furrow together, looking at me. Chris snatches my phone and looks at it.

"Not surprised," He says, handing it to Nick and going back to his device.

"Chris. Bro," Nick says, making his way toward me.

"So what? Did you know?" I ask, my vision being more blurry than before.

"Y/n, I'm so sorry," Nick wraps his arms around me.

"It's whatever. I gotta go," I grabbed my phone and keys from the counter, and wiped my face with the sleeve of my sweatshirt. None of them said anything as I stepped out the door and got in my car. I was already two blocks away from them when Matt called me. I answered

"Did you know?"

"Where are you going?"

"Answer me first,"

"No, I didn't know. Now tell me where you're going,"

"Why do you need to know?"

"Because I care about you, so tell me. Where are you going?"

"...."

"Y/n..."

"Yeah?"

"Stay where you are. I'll be there in about 5 minutes,"

"Okay,"

He hung up and I sat there. Our middle school playground. Where I met Carsen, and where I met the triplets. Matt first. He was always first. The first person I texted when I needed support, the first person to know when I'm having a panic attack, and the first person there. Ever. Just like now.

"Hey, it's ok Y/n,"

"He cheated on me," I sobbed into his arms.

"He doesn't deserve you Y/n. You deserve someone who values you for who and what you are,"

"Like you,"

"What?"

"I hate that I think about you this way, but I do. I think I always have,"

"Y/n, you don't know what you're saying. You should talk to Carsen,"

"But what if I love you?"

"You're tired Y/n. Come on, I'll bring you home,"

"Why aren't you listening to me?!"

"Because you don't fucking love me. You just want to feel something!"

"That's not true!"

"Let's go,"

"I don't want to yet,"

"Y/n..."

"Fuck you,"

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A/N: heyy again thank you Pinterest! I've been lacking creativity so please send in requests on my PSA tab. if you had a request it's probably sitting in my drafts so just remind me abt it and I can get to work 🫶🏻 lyasm