eddie's girl

hawkin high part 2

TW/VAPE, WEED , SH
i go in the stall. i text my "mom" and ask if my friend an come over. i m scared what she's going to say what if she says no and i get in trouble.
new text from mom
yes they can come over. we're not home. your sisters coming  tomorrow so we have to pick her up today.
ok thank you mom and yay
i put my phone down and hit the cart
i am high asf. i put the cart down and hit my vape. i haven't felt like these in years. i'm happy my moms not home. i go to wash my hands and see my arm. i go back into the stall and grab my razor out of my phone case. and roll up my sleeve and put the razor to my arm. i began to cut. until some one walked in. i grabbed everything and shoved the nic, and the cart in my bra. i roll down my sleeve,and put the razor in my phone. i got out of the stall and washed my hands. i walk out of the bathroom and walk to class my eyes were red asf. i walk back to my set. the bell ring. eddie grabbed my arm. i had to have no reaction.
" are you ok sweetheart" he asks
" yes" i say
" ok still on for lunch " he ask
" yes still on for you to come over" i ask
" of course darling" he says
i smile and walk away
                            skip to lunch
it was lunch i grabbed gum and put it in my mouth. i found there table.
"hi ed's" i say
" hi love" he says
he told dustin and mike to scoot down a little so i can sit by him.
i looked at his rings and started playing with his hands.
he looked down. i was off in space until someone called my name.
" HII Y/N" someone said
" hi"? i say
it was nancy and steve
" oh hi love birds" i say
steve flips me off . i do the same.
" hey so y/n wanna hang out today or tomorrow?" nancy asks
" well today i'm hanging out with ed's so tomorrow" i say
" ok well by y/n" she says
i stare od in space.
" y/n want some food?" eddie says
" no i'm ok i say" i say
" imma go pee" i say
i walked away.
" who is she" one of his friends asked
" well if you most know she's going to be my future girlfriend" he says with a smile
" like you can pull" mike says
eddie just looks at him.
in the bathroom
i grab my nic and hit it. i do ghosts and practice my tricks.
i go back to the table.
" hey bitches" i say
they all say hey. the bell rings
it's the end of school.
i wait for eddie. he walks over
" hey love" he says
" hey mi amor" i say
" huh?" he says
" it's means my love in spanish. my real dad is Mexican" i say
" oh shit that cool" he says
" thank you" i say
" here's my address" i say
" thank you mi amor" he says mocking me
" ass hole" i say laughing
we get to my house.
" nice house" he says
" thank you" i say
we walk to my room
" ok so these are all my vapes" i say
" we have coffee, watermelon ice, watermelon the one i have,blue raspberry, grape,strawberry, strawberry milkshake, orange i don't like this one-"
he intrudes me " what your crazy orange is the bomb" he says
" oh well you can have it i owe you" i say
" dead ass thank you" he says
" your welcom" i say
" the last 2 are green apple, green tea that's all i have" i say
" damn you stacked" he says
" well it's my way of coping" i say
"  oh my god  i'm sorry would you like water or a drink?" i ask
" yes please can i get water" he ask
" yes i'll be right back sir" i say
i leave. eddie looks around my room he openly drawer and found.....